hmm.
i guess the results were more of expected..
yup.
shawn won afterall.
he's got the talent.
though he might be off form today.
...
ok...
another campus superstar has ended.
hmmm....
today broke my PB in TC4 again.
prologue got 400++k sia...
hahaha...
though i died seconds after commencing S3A2.
lol.
wil's bed is always so comfy.
can really doze off de....
proven while reading chem notes.
haha.
din touch any hw today..
except for abit of chem paper.
must buck up man.
time to go stalk people.
bye.
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
vocational assessment.
wa siannn, wake up so early for this dunno-wad vocational assessment la. hear it's at some ulu ulu camp near changi village... i think is hendon camp ba..
met up with jj at bt batok stn. heng la, got people accompany me! =D
was almost sleeping in the train while reading transition elements... until i gave up la. while playing gameboy also. zzzz.
reached there damn early sia. 7.05am. wth. while the bus comes at ard 7.30 la... me jj found another ij guy sitting outside mac spas... so we both decided to spas with him until 7.30...
glanced at those mj people... shuang la, their jc so far away, at pasir ris leh, i wonder if i were to get into mj how badly will i suffer physically and mentally... have to wake up at this time, 5.30am, and then spas on the train not being able to sleep, all the way until 7am...
at 7.30+ got one ns guy came to that very area where he spotted alot of young men in their jc attire, den he shouted, "those going for vocational assessment, please board the bus at the roadside now." lol. the time all of us had enough spas-ing outside mac, time to rot inside the bus.. quite a number of people boarded the bus.... heard from dwayne is around 140+ ba...
reached the camp at ard 8am. lol. the bus stopped us at the parade square there and we walked into the hall to wait for further instructions. sianned. waited for quite long for my name to be called and then went to my detail 9.
oh ya, saw eddie tay!
say darren tan!
lol. i heard the name "gan kai xian?" omg! though he din come..
after those briefings, we proceeded to our stations for our test... for my detail 1st up is push up.. lol i cant even do la... 2 weeks never exercise le, hand damn pain while doing la.... and i saw the others like so fierce, one shot do 40 40+... omg la. and little did i realise the ICs who were the commandos like to use beautiful language as well..
"they damn fucking slow sia..."
"come on, let's fuck off."
"oh what the fuck?!?"
lol.
next is sit up.. i long time, really lon gtime nvr train my stomach muscles le... do also damn pain la, to lessen the pain my head has to take the rap... bounce up and down the mat, bo bian, in order to finish chop chop and gone with it... sit up do too fast le, until my specs really fly off la... omg... same thing, people chiong until like mad also. darren in my detail also, he did 53... crazy...
next is sbj. haha. i hope this is the only thing i can boast of. spas... actually is 250 de the ic heard from the tester as 254 and he happily put down 254... lol...
by now my arms aching my legs aching my abs aching le... and immediately after this is pull up. lol. i was getting weak liao.... and as we watch the previous detail still conducting their pull up i saw this SA guy damn fierce la, go up and down like some oscillator, non stop, with a constant 1Hz liddat... he chiong until the bar was bending la... den he do until 20+ den he came down, leaving the noob bar behind with "injury"... zai la...
and my detail's turn for the test... i can only do 4... weak liao! opposite i saw jj doing 6 ba, i think. lol.
whew. done with the 1st part of the test. now moving on to the second part, at the hall: interview. i dunno what to prepare for interview la, so any-o-how crap... i really dunno what they asking of me la, thanks to my poor interpretation of questions... so i anyhow answer lo... and then he see me 答非所问 he rephrased his question in a simpler manner... end up is more like he make me answer his question with his answer la.. stupid sia..
den is the dunno wad test le, i forgot the name of that test le.. also have 4 sub tests, each testing one's stability, flexibility, agility, endurance. lol. it seems like some normal, daily simple actions yet i cant do it. sianned.
shit in the hall. lucky is at the back of the hall.
after this we went for a bit of break... ok la nth much here, the canteen damn small la, with only 3 4 tables, and 3 stalls nia...
after which we went for a very short medical checkup just downstairs... lol i can say this part is rather redundant la. 3 people go in, let the medical officer ask, got any medical history, any injury, .... den after 20 seconds can come out le... redundant.. might as well the mo come out question the whole cohort of 70+ ppl whether they got any medical conditions bla bla bla jiu ok le wad, rather than spending 1 hr ++ questioning each and every one, why not just spend 6 minutes questioning the whole lot of us 1 shot? lol...
poor daniel goh, our detail ic tio gan by other ics jsut cos my detail too fast and their detail too slow and then we cut queue... spas sia... blame on ur detail la, why so slow... if we were to wait for u ar, even more waste time sia...
after that daniel took us for a tour around the camp, showing us the various facilities etc etc... quite educational... i absorbed quite a bit..
then we all went inside the audi slack since we all were too fast (too furious). some read newspaper, some rot, some sleep, some play hp, some DO HOMEWORK.... me? gameboy lo.
after that we went (as a whole detail) for lunch again at the canteen... zhap cai peng $2.20 sia... damn ex lor... while the others had only burgers at 1.20...
ok here comes the final part of the test: apitude test. this test really spam our brain cells la... though the questions are like primary school standard by the time i finish it i was like... brrrrrrrrrrrrrr, kong kah kiao la. summore in this super cold audi...
at 2+, finally finished. went back with jj. slept on the train. tired, aching, drained. just for 1 test. i wonder if, IF, i got into commando, how helious will it get for me?
...
I'mma Touch the Sky!
4:58 PM
Saturday, August 18, 2007
TEST
test
and more tests.
maths gp chem on monday
physics on tuesday
chem again on thursday
maths and physics again on friday.
even a level schedule not a fierce la.
wth.
i am getting mentally tired.
really.
stayed up just to pia maple until 12+
den go watch tv until 1+
den go sleep until 6+
ready for school.
"vicious" cycle.
no wonder..
sometimes i tend to blurt (things i should not say) carelessly.
worse still, to the wrong person.
sigh.
i'm apparently going into alot of "commitments"
dota
pokemon
maple
pool
basketball (it will be, ever)
soccer
running
swimming
cycling
stalking
studies
...
ok that may look like just a short list.
zzzz.
time now: 2.09am.
reflecting on my weaknesses.
when i get tired,
i can even sleep while mapling
i can even doze off while dotaing
i can even snore while pokemon-ing
...

thx amanda for sending me this...
this may be my only smiley face to keep me going.
ok la.
time to sleep.
gotta get "busy" in 8 hrs time.
...
sob...
I'mma Touch the Sky!
2:04 AM
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
rush hour 3
today is damn suay.
early in the morning seetho blasted again. this time, WITHOUT GETTING THE FACTS RIGHT. most of us were like, "huh? what happened?" even after he vented out his (whatever) on us. wadthehell. dear sir, i think we need to talk. really need to talk. nothing of what u mentioned. NOTHING.
betrayal sia.
and then gp. nth much to copy... just listen and listen to paul chow's talk can be so motivating, educational.
physics test i had no idea about EM.
den... 5 mins lunch! chiong zhap cai peng!
chem zalinah again kp us for no reason; we din bring our mj papers. wth. u nvr inform us! u jolly well dun tell us "do i need to tell u whether to bring?" u noe very well u have been giving us on-the-spot assignments, and that we dunno today it would not be anymore, but to go through some papers. summore we remember u mentioning "i have given u the mj answers, go through them yourselves." ... lucky zalinah used to our shitty attitude le, not much aggressive response, unlike seetho, who knew us for almost 2 years and still dunno we are like that. zzz.
maths most slack la! more like free period.
too bad it was raining... my trip to AJ was delayed.
lucky the rain din last for long. met yeo outside the canteen and went off to the mrt stn tgt. while she bought a bread to fill 1% of her stomach, i plucked off a large portion off her bread and happily stuffed into my mouth. haha.
...
...
changed into aj pe t shirt and ij school pants. din noe it was illegal until that aj guard told me. haha. okok i got it =)
saw teng walking out. lol. never talk to her before even though i spam her like siao on msn la. weird.
went into nexus and finally met my long-time-no-see primary sch classmate, maggie. haha! hi!
slacked at nexus with ys wil maggie and jun hui. wil and ys kept suanning junhui, so funny sia... until we all laugh our heads off... even maggie cant help laughing... and ys let the 3 of them play this game of searching for the "indian man on a crutch" on a $2 note. lol! after so long they still cant find it... but both me and ys all along knew it was meant to ba a joke afterall.
slacked summore... until 4 and we left for amk hub. wil caught geng liang with his stead in the library! haha. and i finally saw annette. lol! one more target for stalking le.
raining. the floor was wet. and as i ran down the slope i suddenly skid, fell, slid on the raining surface. omg! so many perople were watching as i did my beautiful stunt. so malu la.
anw, bought rush hour 3 tix and went loafing around while waiting for the rest to buy their snacks to smuggle into the cinema. olk's 老毛病又发作了.
rush hour 3 was funny! it's quite nice, but too bad i cant see much of jackie chan stunts le. he getting old already... haha.
must watch!
after that went home..... and met the school guard outside my house! wow la...
haix.
tired sia.
yet i dunwan sleep
but too bad lor,
dun sleep i will get more tired.
so what now?
sleep lor.
=D
I'mma Touch the Sky!
7:21 PM
Friday, August 10, 2007
happy national day!
hmm.
though i just dun get the happy-national-day mood..
just here to get everyone
to wish singapore
happy 42th bdae!
*blows candles*
have not been studying of late.
i wonder how i will do for my mock exams
and then the prelims
and eventually the a levels.
sigh....
just dun have the motivation
though i have the momentum
and i just happily destroyed it.
just watched "seconds from disaster"
on arts central.
omg.
though it sounds cliche
i must say that
anything is unpredictable.
who knows if ur computer screen may just explode in front of you.
really shocked me.
minor minor stuff like this
could lead to disastrous consequences.
i really feel like living in the 70s.
and experience
the modern atomic age
where all the major discoveries take place.
where all feel so modern yet backward.
where all feel so promising yet uncertain
where....
thinking of it just makes me wan to go there
and experience the development of the world.
ok i noe i cant elaborate this
nor can i express my feelings here
but i just want to travel faster than the speed of light
to feel what i wan to feel.
feeling very weird now.
now my brain juices stir up imaginations about time travel.
to the past.
which is more challenging.
things become so scary now
as they become more and more unpredictable.
the next moment
u may find
everything disappear within the blink of an eye...
or...
ur closest possessions painfully decaying in front of you,
bit by bit to ensure u feel the maximum hurt...
or...
u realise everything is just but an illusion or a dream
giving u false hopes for life
when u realise ur life is actually left there just to die by itself
u will feel even more painful as u realise u lived for nothing...
what am i talking about.
i dun even make sense now.
i know i am changing.
ya. really.
changing for the worse.
i am tired.
sleep is no longer an option.
next method please!
i am now closing my eyes.
permanently.
i wan to blind myself from all this.
urghhhhhhhh.
"your best friends are your best teachers." comment.
I'mma Touch the Sky!
11:40 PM
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
national day eve
yoz... i am here to talk abit about today's "fantastic" celebration of national day. haha.
seetho stylo sia... hot day still wear until liddat..
started out with the "sing-along" session... 1st song by hamim playing the guitar and 2 students singing in front... the mic a bit faulty and thats y everyone hear the zzzzzz sound coming out from the guy's voice. den followed by the sing-along session led by student council. at 1st is the council singing, then the ms yeo ran around like some hot fan trying to hype the whole lot of us up, running up and down waving her hands "desperately" upwards to get us singing aloud as well.. and ya, we did it, but we overdid it. most of us were like standing up and "sang" so loudly it drowned the speakers. i cant hear anything from the speakers AT ALL. lol. and it was like the council were singing at their tempo, and 1 group here singing the same song but at another tempo, and another group at another corner singing the same song at another tempo again. in the end we hear this group finish le, and seconds later, the ending parts came from somewhere in the middle, and then another corner, and then....
ok la. that was kind of a stupid sing-along session. zzz.
then the organisers took a really long time to pack us into our respective buses for transport to our respective locations. we tio chinatown. and i still remembered our MODEL teacher saying "oh shit i dunwan little india" when he heard his class were to go to little india. wth.
ong seck chye and mdm chan in the bus! lol. the time i hear seck chye being so 好笑 la. he was made to stand in front of the bus as an emcee/singer/entertainer for the 2 classes. his singing was damn hilarious, off rhythm, monotone, .... and he sang the national anthem on the bus as well... also made some LAME jokes sia. i recorded his singings on my phone. sad cant put it up here..
reach our starting point of our heritage tour. all we need to do is to just explore chinatown in order to get clues (or isit the other way round?) under the rising ball of flame.
argh. perspiring like shit. anw thanks seetho for that FREE 4 ice milos for the whole class! =D
and we continued our search in the streets of chinatown. split into groups for search to quicken the search so as to finish earlier. all along i was like contributing nothing to solving those clues. i just blindly followed them wherever they go. haha.
hot sia. walk until jiao suan. din do anything much but following... and seethoi is getting photowhoring...
"hey people look here! say hi!!"
"people come here lets take a photo!"
"wait ar... my camera..."
...
...
finally finished solving our clues around 2 hours later. while resting played monopoly with yeeching on my handphone. hahahaa. again there goes, "eh, biased dice."
when all arrived at our meeting point we set off to national library to do up our collage. had me and kenneth go buy the glue... which sounds stupid as they already have one, and i got one from weixiang on the way. haha. so actually i dunnid fork out money to buy de...
while the rest were decorating the collage me yeeching resumed with monopoly, this time added dwayne in. yeah yeah. he owned us. =.=
ok la. feeling damn hungry yet broke and the "majority" chose fish and co. nvm den. off dwayne, winston and i go. to the food court for lunch and saw sheng jie shawn and jj. ate with them...
ok nth much... felt so tired i slept in the mrt and i almost din realise winston was alighting. ya. lucky. i did realise.
its like i almost lay "comfortably" on my left and right. lol! it made me subconsciously feel so unglam but too tired to care about anything....
sianned. loitered in cwp until patrick and wc joined me 1r2 hour later. chatted for quite a while in popular, sitting in front of the shelf of books as if sitting in our bedroom... anw, off patrick go and wc and i went to wil's house to slack. wc was damn shocked when he realised i had been signing in using his msn account and tampering with his contact lists. booooo~
my maple finally level up le! lv 75! yeah!
but..
failed damn badly during my scrolling spree.
all failed....
sob sob...
off to sleep now.
damn late le
tmr still going out....
when i realised it is not me,i heaved a sigh of relief.
I'mma Touch the Sky!
10:39 PM
Sunday, August 05, 2007
message to wil
i guess
u have gone abit too far this time round.
I'mma Touch the Sky!
9:08 PM
about me
zhiheng. aka. ahteo.
18
31/8
si ling, cat high, nanyang Jc, Innova Jc
slack, bball, com, ...
Likes
.bball!.
.chickenrice.
.my W800.
.slackin.
.alone.
Dislikes
.BithcheS.
.BackstabberS.
.BootlickerS.
.zhuainess.
.toking crap.
.fakers(like me).
Wishlist
korean n taiwan drama?
less pressure
alone outside, overnight
a more happening life than now
a more cheerful mi ;P
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