omg. i almost overslept. 7.04am my sis woke me up. heng ar, if not i going to oversleep till dunno when. lucky for her i almost got myself late. thx sis ;P
i know today is going to be a very exhausting day for mi. yet i stayed till early in the morning to chat with wil about dota matters... haha. i had not restored my energy when i have to get the hell outta bed and go to school. haix. that's school. but no choice. i had to endure till the last day of the jc chapter.
somehow i thought that everyday is like the same la, have to repeat the routine every week, doing the same things all over again... especially for pe... running, conditioning, pull up. that does not interest me a bit about pe. the only thing that make me look forward to pe is the sweet times after that rigourous period of time. looking to bballing after that day. ya. 1 month to go. so please endure my teo... :D
PE. running. 2.4km. i felt so damn weak! how to run? i lost my confidence le... for this time i want to try test and stretch my limits. but my body just seemed not to want to do so. i don't feel like running... but i had to... how? mentally and physically contradicting...
before i knew it, time has started. nvm, just run for my best time lor, i thought, with a bit of desire for record. i was aiming for like 10+ mins. haha. i began stretching my foreleg to the very front, taking very big steps, and in the first round, overtake abt 10+ ppl with such a breeze. haha. and i began to uncover my speed. big steps again. 1st round timing: 1.40.
yeah. that's not bad. i wanted to maintain that speed so that i can just finish the whole damn thing of in 10 min flat. but i know i cant; i never tried it before. but i am not sure in the future... haha. now the 2nd round my legs began to feel like very weak le. i cannot stretch as far now... no strength. i try taking shorter strides. saw jy in front, sped towards him and then we 2 run together. haha. pacing others to recharge stamina.. that's a good strategy.
2nd round clocked: 3.30. wth, this round took 1min50s?! sian. i gonna pull myself to go faster. ok. saw raj in front, just ran in front of jy. dunwan to pace him le. pace raj ba. hha. went with him for another round. wa, i dunno his strides, though short, but is damn fast la!!! wth, his 3 step distance is much more than my 1 stride distance in the same time la... omg. followed behind him still. i don't care. i must follow him no matter what, or i would not be able to hit 10 mins.
3rd round clocked: 5.20. shit! still the same la.. i try to go faster, but by now my legs cannot take big or small stride already. i take big stride i no str: i take small stride i feel like my leg just consumed estacy; full of energy but cannot use. wa, that felt so torturing... sob sob... but i had to persevere. paced raj, seemed to make him go faster.
4th round clocked: 7.10. lolz. me and raj were getting closer to gilregy who is in front of us. yeah. chiong ar!!! so now me, raj and gilregy running together. but somehow raj like slowing down, so i went ahead. ran with gilregy for a while. then this tchr overtook me. haha. i hear he run very fast de leh, hmm... let me see... argh! i know, pace him. since i felt having quite a bit of energy left, decided to run ahead of gilregy and just pace with that tchr. haha. that sounds nice. i suddenly feel like running faster. wheeee~ paced, and finally overtaken him back at the last quarter of the fifth round.
5th round clocked: 9.00. whoohoo!!! last round le. time to chiong man! i tried maintain same speed and momentum from the last bit from he previous round. but i was really feeling damn weak. my legs are like cannot move anymore. i suddenly felt a fracture somewhere in my joint... i DON'T CARE!!!! chiong ar!!!! big strides for the 2nd quarter of the last 400m. overtake sooo many ppl, wa, the feeling is so shuang la... and then i slowed down again. ouch!!! my legs are dying... shyt! no way i am going to let my first 5 rounds down!!! and i stomped all the way to the finishing line. with heavy drags of my foot on the rubbery track.
6th round! clocked: 10.40. arggghhh, with that i finished my 2.4km. and i broke my personal best. yay!!! by 13 seconds la... that's quite a bit lor.. at least i know i can do better than this... if only i go at my own pace, if only i can maintain 1.40+ for all 6 rounds... i could have gotten an A for this 2.4km la... i looking soooo forward to that... haha.
my legs are burning till wobbly. no strength to walk leh, i had to drag my feet all the way to the grand stand. walk slowly to recharge. rested abit, then we had to do some PT. push ups, sit ups, tuck jumps... made my pespiration flow all the way down my face... let me see... about 10ml of sweat dripped off me. haha. even flowed str8 into my mouth.. tasted my own sweat. sound disgusting, but i know got even more serious cases than this present one...
pull up. my hands and legs no strength le. whatever la. i only did 1(i can't do more, and even if i can i wouldn bother to do; so waste my energy) and did the remaining 4 assisted pull ups. wa, i felt as if i going for NP training liao, finally felt the 'hiong' part of PT... lolx. and after that i was feeling giddy la.. i cant play bball le... finally i cant play bball. my endurance has reached ts limits. sian.
rested for the break. had my breakfast(wth, no wonder i feel giddy and weak; no breakfast!!!) and chatted wif the guyz. so dirty their minds were, all the dirty stuff, dirty yet funny, kept streaming into my ears. i could not help laughin... rofl. argh... recharged abit of my energy. and then off to our lessons.
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noon. finally recharged quite abit. rushed for lunch and then for bball; if not my bball is useless today, might as well not bring it la. ok. my performance? SUCKS. cant even score a 3-pter la... my layups are not smooth, my dribbling, speed have much room for improvement. shit. but i can understand; i was drained. no energy left, my leg very pain, my bone almost fractured... that's why. but no excuses. i had to do it. while playing, 2 j2s came just to join me... n one of then coincidentally is from ODAC :P yeah. anyhow play lor, let's see my minimum standard ba. and it sucks. haha.
physics period is the only lesson where i can really rest myself mentally and physically. raining outside. alvin ng not here; free period. yay! slacked in the classroom tok chat idle play.. till 3.40. dismissal. but i think not leaving; raining outside, no use even if i go out but unable to leave for home. sian. den left with kent to the library.. he asked me to teach him... PHYSICS?!?!?! omg... my physics always fail de... still want me to teach him? wa, y he think so highly of me??? my physics really cannot make it man, still want me to teach him? sob sob.. i dunwan him to end up like me failing physics all the way...
nvm la. take it as experience. just say out how i did the qns ba. wa, kent was like not even paying attention in class la, all those gone through in class he say nvr teach... wth. waste my brain cells teaching him.. but i dun care la. at least spending time with him is better than slacking at home la... haha.
"revised" with him till 5+, then we went home le. he was thinking of waiting for all the others but he thought it may be a little too late for today, so we went home earlier. hha. took 911 all the way to checkpoint, sent him off and back. goli bus ;P long time nvr take le... miss the old primary school times taking 903 1 whole round. haha.
so.. now you see how i was physically and mentally drained? lolx... i need to recover for a few days.. and wth, the camp is just 2 days away... omg, how am i going to save enough energy and strength for the 3 days? thinking of a solution....
My thought of the day: boys. male teenagers. care alot about their appearance. why? to act cool in front of others. at home. spent at least 1r2 hour doing their hair. in the toilet. go in 1 hairstyle, come out 30 minutes later in another. will spend hundreds on a shirt that will look nice and hip on them. that's male guys.
Saturday, April 15, 2006
outing!
hmm... now did i realise that the blogs i had done are all in broken language! hha... now urning my memories back to see my past blogs, because of the broken language, i can't even understand part of my very own experience! this is getting bad. from now onward i will try blogging in at least a much more full english, at least bettet than the past blogs. of course i gonna still use my those short forms that people usually use, and other than those, no more. hah. learn self control of me.
ok. today i woke up at 10 plus. wth, yesterday blog till some 2.30++, very tired. i was thinkin of goin dota after tt blogging, but due to time constraint, i had to go to sleep. dunwan to disturb father sleeping la. i don't feel much tired. so i switch on the com, and went online. played a bit of dota vs com, remembered what wil told me yesterday, that vs com is useless. but i enjoyed thrashing those stupid coms la... beyond godlike man... haha. com is always liddat. nvm, i try use com to train my attacking speed lor. hahas, sounds stupid and lame, but i dun give a damn. played overshot the time. suddenly the 0612E outing time struck mi in the midst of dota-ing. shit, i am late. but nvm, i very seldom late de, late once in a while thy can still forgive me la.. i tot. took my own sweet time getting ready and going out, when i reached the mrt station is already 11.37 when i am supposed to meet them at 11.30 at jurong east entertainment centre, and here i am, slacking away.
late by half an hour. but nobody seemed to care, even though i was the latest. hmm... let's see.. dwayne, gilregy, yee & yi ling, and raj are waiting for mi. ok. only the 6 of us... i expected more people la... so sad, too bad. we had come out for pool. saturday. it is gonna be more ex than usual. and i realised then that... i forgot to bring $$. damn it. how am i suppose to play or do anything when i have no cash with mi?? i was so sad... had to borrow $10 from gilregy for the whole day.
pool. 6 of us share 1 table when supposedly 2 person to share 1. in the end all 6 of us decided on this method: 3 in 1 team, and took turns to play for the team while the rest go "practise" on the other empty pool tables. hahha. since so few ppl in here, might as well make full use of the space available, we thought. ya. tried hitting the balls wif max strength, n it was like roll very fast, but when it hit other balls i slowed down like hell. ya. i think i gotta practise more if $$wise allow. anyway, enjoyable time; me, yee&yi ling are beginners, gilregy, raj and dwayne are pros la. their shots are so damn accurate, their hitting style so cool, not like us, our position so weird, look like first time playing, even though i played quite a number of times la... thats sounding so xia suay. and that yee ling ar, say she first timer, she was so tyco, her style doesnt show, but the way the ball hits and make other balls go in after so many deflections... hmm.. beginners luck i guess.
clocked pooltime: haha. 1hr20s. thats so heng; we were charged only 1hr's $$, cos we are to pay 1 hr and part thereof as 1hr's time. that 20 seconds could make us "faint with blame" la.. but luckily the 20s is scraped off with chance. ya. i dunno how to elaborate on this part, but i hope i can understand ba. after that we went down for arcade. hmm.. i can say this is the time i gonna shine. they all started with browsing, then top up, then 1st game: racing. daytona. hhaa. first time i gonna shine. i just use the $5 to top up and play with them. they play beginner, and i rejected playing with them. then i played my own. chose the advanced course and another noob just joined in, chose beginner! course and haix.... i had toplay beginner course. start. i lost my touch in the first few laps... drift like dunno what la, keep running towards the grass and hitting walls.. but i recovered and play seriously. last 4 rounds i went off with perfect laps, overtaking the so far always far infront of me in just 2 laps. ya. that's my power. of course i win la dumb! my skills did not fail me long after all. lucky i recovered fast, if not i going to xia suay myself again la...
then my next round: expert course. this time joined dwayne and raj and gilregy. ya. yee&yi ling are behind watching. start. whoohoo! the first bend i went so smoothly, whilst all the others got stuck at the corners of the bend... and i just extended the gap between me and them. haha. dwayne was beside mi, and he was "envious" of my driving. despite playing for so long(in the com i mean, haha) he still lag far behind mi. dwayne, let me tell you this, com daytona sux. haha. in the end i thrashed all of them, all three of them not even finishing 3r4 of the whole course. haha.
then we just browse around again... and yiling just pulled me to the basketball stall. wa, scores of over 400+ man! that's a shock to me. at the causeway point there the max score is like only 80 la, here can reach to 400+? oic. there are a number of rounds in which u must reach a certain score to advance to the next round. haha. ok lor, give face play lor. wa, i suck in it man, despite the PROXIMITY between the rim and my ball, i still missed 40% of my shots... so lose face! then dwayne also helped mi, same as raj, who just koped a few balls of my 'tray' and shot. with our teamwork(actually our teamwork is like eg my ball is about to miss the rim, then another ball coming from raj or dwayne just deflected the ball in with theirs liddat.. haha) we achieved a score of 22+. hmm.. for first timers, to us, not too bad... but i think there is room for improvement la. see the others scoring like 350 and above.. i felt so inferior compared to them.
ok la, these 2 main games seem to make yiling feel hungry. haha. let's go for lunch. walked to kfc, then see raj cannot eat meat(he vegetarian) so we went kopitiam upstairs. whew.. took pics of dwayne and raj with the "cotton cap" raj bought from taipei. haha. ok la, back to lunch. order chicken rice as usual. but somehow i feel the rice taste very hard, not enough water i guess. not fully cooked? no wonder not nice. yuck. and the chicken was full of bones... haix, scam till liddat, even yiling(who alkso order chickenrice) also complained about the bones.. lolz.
gilregy ordered some claypot rice, $4, while ours are only $3, made his not worth it. and he dint even finish it. isit because too hot or that it taste sux? nvm, he passed the claypot rice to me to finish it. i agreed. hmm... i think i know the reason behind it. still smoking, even i dare not just put the whole spoonful of rice into my mouth, in case i got piped by the heat of the rice. haha. and there is some sort of burnt taste at the bottom , yucks! no wonder gilregy dunwan to finish it; he cannot stand the taste ba. haha. had me as scaprgoat to finish it for him...
ok. after lunch back to arcade. before that we went to toilet and just found a table to sit chat talk idle. we showed off the "items" in our wallets. wow, i don't know dwayne and raj look so "formal" in their young times.. haha. and they saw mine, described it as "so boy!" haha. that's bastard face i tell u!
to arcade. we continued with basketball after browsing. this time i decided to try the whole thing myself. whew.. my hands are aching... yet i had to continue. i was like presented 2 tries. 1st try: i ended at stage 3 with a score of 228 or around there. haix... i am better than just now.. then second time i went to stage 3 with a score of 256 or somewhere around that score. haha. i was advanced to stage 4. my hands almost cannot take it le, but i had to go on. all the while i was shooting alone. at least i performed much better. about 70% scored. ended with a score of about 329. haha. my achievement so far after 3 tries. ya. for first second third timer is very good le.
then we again proceeded with daytona. 2 rounds for mi. but before that i watch dwayne, raj, gilregy and one other dunno who playing against each other in the eginner course, whilst yee&yi ling go with the basketball. whatever. waited for my turn. ok. they finished. i went for the advanced course, but dwayne ang gilregy just joined in. omg. i wanted to play against com de leh.. sob sob.. but nvm, they still not convinced that i pro... this time i gonna thrash them sia. and the result? of course. thrashed them like hell. stopped just before the finish line, waiting for them to catch up. and when the second placer(dwayne i think) reached the last bend of the last lap, i just shift 4 and tapped on the pedal. went past the finish line with a speed of 2km/h. that's so suanning la... hahas.
then the other 2 retuened from basketball and joined us. ok. all present? 6 players going for beginner course. that's gonna be fun man! "accel on... auto drive... 3... 2... 1... go! and they are on their way..." and i was the first to tio crash... they keep nudging me behind... but my skills just made me go in front... drifted with auto gear... wa, the speed even i cannot believe it... drifted at the speed of 293 la... wth, and the rest are all crashing against the walls and overturn.. made me want to laugh. they just jealous, reach me want to push me to the side to crash with the walls... but it seems impossible... my skills just dodged from their attacks easily.. that's piece of cake. and using only 40% of my skill, got first. the others all jealous, say i very irritating, go crash them.. hey, u all wanted to crash me first, mind you!!! jealous then say la, resort to such unreasonable comments.. haix.. pros always receive such comments.
then browse browse, and yee&yi ling went to play the dunno wad machine, where got 3 buttons and must complete all obstacles by pressing strategically with these 3 buttons. hah. i dunno how to explain this but i think is liddat ba. they failed terribly, as compared to zhengcong, who last time completed all courses with a breeze. ahha.
ok. about 3 le. finally decided to go lan shop see dwayne and raj play cs. yee ling had to go le. bb yee ling =( left gilregy, me and yiling watching raj and dwayne 1 on 1... look so sian.. then yiling sian till she wan to go home le. bb yiling =( left me and gilregy sitting beside them playing. haha... time seems to crawl... and finally to the finish line: 4.30. yeah. time to go.
little did we realise that it was raining heavily outside!!! omg, feeling so damn cold... brrrr... shivering. but no choice, i had to meet wc and olk at timezone causeway point ther... ok le i zao le bb guys =( and the ground... wa! flood la! i cross the road, and the other side was like flooding woith muddy water la... omg! my feet just completely dipped into the mudwater... haix... jurong jiu shi jurong... look so kampong... haha
shivering all the way to the mrt. tried to use the pillar to shield myself from the chilling wind, but i guess it din help much; wind keeps changing directions! haha. and it seemed that inside the mrt, which is supposed to be much colder than the outside due to aircon, felt so much warmer inside! arrgghhx.. at least a bit of comfort. haha. slept all the way to woodlands.
met up with they 2. watched the house of the dead. see they all so noob, and we are jumping for joy while they lost lives; and counting how many credits they use at each boss monster. haha, that's sarcastic. but we like it. olk was desperately waiting for his chance to play at it alone, but seems that the others were jealous of him; want to beat his record, so keep playing and playing.. haix... such childish minds have they. nvm, lets go play daytona. and i suck at it. i only played 2 games: 1 with com and other wif olk. for com ma.. lolx, i was watching another guy beside me play expert course, wan to learn more from his driving, and in the end my car kept running to the grass. haha. and for he other one with olk, i kept losing touch, kept banging to the wall, and that's why i lost ;P
waited for our chances to get our hands ont he house of the dead machine. but seems too many people jealous of olk le. olk pissed, so went to play ghost squad to kill time while waiting. ya. i dunno how he performed, since i was watching thosenoobs wasting credits on 1 stupid monster. hahas. they are really stupid; why waste money on something that you cannot achieve? haix... sad case.
nvm, olk gave up on waiting. we went eat mac. for dinner. eat tok sit chat idle, and olk scavenged abt 1r5 of my fries. that's quite a bit i should say. we are chatting all about jc life and academic, and wee choon was just sitting there listening to our conversation, with alot of ?? ?? ?? in his brain la. he sec 4 only, dunno anything about jc things haha. we both indirectly suan him, saying jc syllabus so hard, must do this, must do that... which he don't even understand abit. ha. but nice time there.
finalyl till 8. so late le. sian bo, time to bb liao. bb olk n wc =( go home. not very tired. so i come out bloggin lor. haha. and i learnt today how to extend wire of an appliance. yeah. aha. ok la bb
My thought of the day: handphones. why are handphones nowadays so important? if everyone not always on the run then handphone is not that important already. but everyone's out with handphones all the time. if this is the case, then what are house telephones for? might as well not apply for telephone line at home!
I'mma Touch the Sky!
9:48 PM
a L--O--N--G today
haix... yesterday morning 7am, woke up upon e bangla alarm again. sian, listen so long not sian de meh? hha. nvm, at least it can jus wake n startle mi up completely. haha. but not for dis time; offed it, den back to slpp. haiyo, 2dae gd fri ma, no sch, yeah. now den i can slpp nice nice leh, after yesterday's mental burn frm physic test. btw, physic test ma... wa lau, so tricky e qns r lor, if i can tio 2 digit i goddamn happy le. haha. i was cheated by all e qns la.. sian, if got method mark den good le. aiya, wadeva, jus try to restore energy lor.
8am. finally crawled out of bed. got myself refreshed, n a light bkfast, a few wafer roll n biscuit, n on msn(dunno 4 wad la, onli 1 person on9...) n den zuo bo lor. got myself ready 4 bball la. 2dae tried to pull wil kr kh duak liang wc dwn, but in e end? onli mi, wil n kr played. haha. nice organiser, said wil. eh, at least b abit more encouragin la, u sounded so scarcastic la.. sob sob.. i will try harder nxt time...
bball. actually is for my training la, double rim, made it harder 4 mi 2 score. s usual. doh i was full of energy, my performance was lyk only a bit betta than e times when i had no more energy left la... sian bo, my bball skills wer lyk droppin all e way le... n oso i almost gave up on my left hand shootin, tot tt jus to let my left hand able to dribble well tt's enuf le... ahha. my 3pters hmm... i tink not bad s compared to tuesday ba. ya. i got 3 consecutive scores, n wil was lyk wa lau, tyco... lolz. actually i oso tink liddat la, i dun even noe how to aim... how can jus score s n when i lyk? ya lor...
played for lyk 10 mins wil come at 9.20+. wheehaaa. wadeva la. he played 4 another 20 min den we stopped a rest. called kr. n he said he was on his way to e bball court. n i expected his response was "i still at home leh"... haha. n1, kr, at least u managed not to beat ur late records again. n he came at lyk 9.50+. he jus came, throw a few shots, t's all. e rest of e time we r lyk tokin la... i called wc to come, n he spammed my fon time, elongain my arguments, haha... took abt 10+min la... wil was sarcastic enuf to wwarn mi by sayin i very 'rich' sia... u shud noe wad tt mean lor.
sian bo, thy come not even 1hr time to zao le. haix... shudnt, i wasted dem. tt's not e right timing la, kh leg pain, liang got pw to do, wc gotta mai cai, duak was maplin n dotain... sian diao. we very sian le, 3 person how to play? forget it, lets go causeway pt ba. bot drink sit at e 'waterfall' there tok idle sit chat drink.... ya. till 11. we go wil's haus. wen watch n get jealous of his bgr again. ahha. he n sher min's convo. n1 wil. hear thy jiao wang, pa tor le. grats.
time 4 dota!!! total counted games: 3. at first he tried dl-ing e 1.20d patch, he tried, wasted abt 1hr, in e end, not only e patch failed, oso damned his whole b-net la... he was pissed off le. he no choice, bt to use e mirc to connect to other player lor... lol. not bad huh, irc oso can use to connect haha. n1. now den i noe. he connected, play, lost terribly. lol. 1st time c him lose liddat. tio pawn like siao(nit siao la, i mean lyk he cant pawn much, n was lyk keep bein denied, a worst game he played) liddat lor. haha. mi n kr jus keep quiet.
den nxt 2 games. dis is when his anger twmper went e highest tide. ahah. u mus c his "temperous" reaction la. dis 2 games he, yong sheng, weiqi, kah hwee n geng liang all in 1 team, 5v5. 1st game, wil tried to gif dem instruction n tip, thy ignored him, n in e end tio pawn like siao. fed e opponents til pui pui la, all vl 20+le n thy all still lyk lvl 13, 14, etc etc... haha. wil was pissed, n keep cursing them in front of e com. sian diao. mi n kr can c he very very agitated le, kept shhh... he was lyk pourin his complains to us, ranting on n on.. we jus had to keep absorbin it .... jus to prevent frm having his anger fill e whole rm. haha.
2nd game is worse. doh dis team not tt pro s e 1st 1, thy still tio pawn lyk siao, even worse dis time la. jidangao, at first wil was still tinkin he could own e game when he able to pawn sand king... haha, n he was so damn confident. n little did he expect his teammates zhuainess had caused him to fall. haha. by 30 40++ mins wil team's kill was lyk onli 4 or 5, n his opponent was lyk 20+ liao la... so suanning... wil gettin pissed.... almost gave up on his guidance of his team.. he did not chat wif dem inside la... heck care le. n when he saw ppl(especially kh) tio pawn, he was sarcastically prasin him for bein so... i dunno wad to say la. i jus cant hear on la, but 4 a fren's sake, i had to, but i tried to dissolve it into my mind, heng it succeeded =)
whew... lost all 3 games TERRIBLY... wil "sobbed"... tt was e worst game i saw him play... i dunno wad to say la. mayb not any1's fault, but e carelessness i shud say. wadeva la, i oso hav no right to criticize dem, i more noob dan dem la.. sian. nvm la, zai jie zai li...
by e time was lyk 4 plus le. whew.. i gtg le. bb u 2, since thy goin meet 4-11 ppl 4 steamboat. yeah. thy class outin. i muggers outin. ahha. wen home, bathe, do abit of thing(mapling), saw xiaomayo(is shermin's chac) n i excitedly call wil abt it. waliu, he log in, n den told mi tt tt was sher's fren la.. i so xia suay man... sob sob... made a fool of myself.. luckily tt was not shermin.. if not very de diu lian liao la...
wadeva la. i was late 4 e outin lor, met wil n kr at admiralty n we go together, on e mrt. tok n idle, all e way to city hall, n i jus got off, biddin gdbye to dem. sry guys... i late again... sob. gerald!! 2 wk nvr c u le, i so misss uu alot!!! finally can c u again! yeah... haha. tt seemed to b our "general response" to each other ba.. ok. all here xcept renren n audrey. we go buy pizza n other necessary stuff n den we go 4 our mugger "picnic" le.
bot pizza, i super hawalian, 1 dunno wad chicken la. rectangle size de lor... n total cost $30++.. lucki i advance my allowance frm father la, if not realli bo lui to pay le lor... heng sia. den waitin 4 15 mins 4 e pizza collection, wen to buy e drinks n ice cream. meanwhile we r panickin where to get cups 4 drinks n spoons 4 e icecreamla. so panicky, tot of different stoopid ways lyk buy e puddin den use its container, use bottle caps n so on. lucki for us, we found a chu lu; saw a shop called delight corner, at e drink stall corner saw wa! paper cups! haha. tt's e funny part. gerald walked to e cashier. said, "uncle, i wan buy ur paper cup can?"
"buy? paper cup free de! no nid $$!"
"realli?"
"ya la ya la"
n gerald went to e cups there... "uncle, really free ar?" n e uncle jus shook his hands away to him, s if sayin "ya la, dun fan mi.." haha. tt's funny, rofl. n he came back 'happily' wif 6 paper cups on his hands. haha. good. prob solved. lets go collect e pizza. it's time le. met ren ren there, jus nice, collected pizza, wif all ready, walked all e way to e esplanade drv (e merlion there) 4 our "picnic".
ya. picnic. tt was fun sia. showed all our eatin stuff n mi n gerald took fotos.. aha. admiring our urban picnic! yeah. first started wif ice cream. at 1st we tot is melted, look so liquid n yucky, but to our surprise, not tt bad leh, still taste nice! e liquor still stuck inside, can taste it unoe? haha. brrr.. my first spoon of liquor ice cream made mi go shakin... haha. enjoyed our ice cream, admirin e scenery.. doh is alot of ppl, we stil had our personal space haha. meanwhile mi n gerald is takin fotos of each item we ate. haa. finish le, still wanna take b4 n after? gerald, haix....
den 4 e starshaped hashbrown n drunstick. nice! of cos gerald oso takin la. hhhaaa. same for pizza... took pictures of us pullin each slice of pizza out, took pic of mi bitin pizza, n 2 wif mi n gerald bitin on e same pizza at e samew time! wa, looks nice in foto man i tell u!!! finish le, chatted, sat, idled, ....
whew. a nice dinner. e food has bcome cold, but still taste nice; flavourings: frenship. e best seasoning ever. ya. after tt we jus keep takin fotos.. which most failed, cos gerald's memory alwae full =(
den we went to e roof terrace of esplanade to enjoy scenery. whew.. now den i noe night scenery there is sooo damn beautiful sia. took 1 or 2 pics, wa, so nice! if got chance i show u =) found a spot near a couple, i wanted to make we all go away so s not to play gooseberry, but failed. ahha. nvm la. ok, sat around a light in a circle, n tok chat idle sit joke n enjoy scenery la. ya. spammed abt 1r1r4 hr jus sittin there. ya. we lyk e feelin wif each other, jus keepin one another comapny. whew... nice feelin u gave mi. again took a fewmore fotos, n play e NY dance songs, make mi wan to jump again... i wanna control myself de, but its a coincidence tt we all mentally cant stand it le, must jump!!!!! ha., enjoyable time.
sad, i wan to jus sit wif dem n go ovrnite de leh, but our age dun allow. sian bo, time to go le. i try called wil so tt i can try mit up wif dem after deir steamboat. minutes b4 we go, 1 cockroach came pester us. shyt man, we tried chasin it away, but failed. sob. it stayed there stationary. n i tried chasin it, n it jus runnin toward my leg. sian diao, n i jus 1 stomp, tt's it. flattened e top tart of e cockroach FLAT. e others were stuned. shyt la. sry sry roach, i will pay respects to u de... fang xin ba. den another cockroach came soon after. sensed it was comin 4 revenge. sob, u wan come after mi, dun come after my frenz! ji dan gao, n it still hid itself bhind cally, makin her leap right out of her position. haha.
ok la, time to go le. slowly. guessed gerald's IRMMA word. guess n guess still cant guess right la. wth is tt word? jus cant get it... sian diao. until, until e mrt, raffles place, wing yan finally broke e "code". I Really Miss Merlion Alot. haha, we were sittin bside e big merlion durin "picnic" ma, haha... ok la, raffles place, time to meet wif wil kr n 4-11 guyz. bb all =(
whoohoo! 4-11 guyz. 1st dr 1st cabin. sat wif dem all e way. sat chat idle, haha. thy share wif mi some of deir experiences at e steamboat 2dae, when e soup jus splashed onto e aluminium foil, when e fly jus jeep soundin at xing zhi's ear, when wil's phone was passed round e whole lot of dem 4 15 mins lookin at sher min's msgs... sounds abit haolian ba wil! but nvm, u got ben qian, can make other ppl jealous... ok la! i got nth to say..
1 by 1, thy alighted. in e end left mi n wil. at sembawang, 2 dunno hu ar try to act funny on e bangla thing.. haha. drooo drorooo tt's all i heard, n i buey song, ask wil n myself to on ar, compete wif dem la, c hus louder... aiya, too late, b4 we on n compete, thy zao at sembawang stn le. haha.
yawnz, bb all, n home sweet home. sibei tired. still mus blog. cos tmr still got 0612e outin. haha. another nice day 4 mi le. yeah. look 4ward to tt.
My thought of the day: everyone cannot help doubting others, even if tt person to trust is your parent or best friend. that is human economics.
I'mma Touch the Sky!
12:57 AM
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
today sucks.
haix... realli no mood 2 blog liao. but hor i sumhow feel uneasy if not blog, cos all e troubles r kept inside mi for e whol day, wan to burst liao la!! i tink pouring to u my dear blog is e onli solution lor.
sad case start earli in e morn. s usu. go 2 sch la, den when reach busstop realise tt... wad?? 4got to brin my ezlink along... shyt ass lA!! how i go to sch en? 4 a moment i tot abt jus wok 2 sch la. bus came. i cant get in... den tried fishing out coins frm my pouch(e one storin hp n wallet de, black colour de) wa heng ar! got out a dollar coin. abt to take e coin wif relief n go up e bus, ... bus door closed, den start 2 move liao. omg, try to stop it, n e fkin bus drver jus stare at mi(it looks more lyk a scorn) den jus ignored my efforts to try to stop e bus n jus drov away. wtf la, i wan 2 get on e bus la!! stoopid drver, eyes stamped! wadeva. my mind was cursin e drver, n @ e same time wonderin how to get to sch la. i kinda runnin late liao, 7.40 le la! nb, if another bus din come within 2 mins i gonna DIE!!! still tinkin abt wokin to sch, but it seemed e idea came abit too late. sad... den lucki got another bus comin. whew... heng sia, quik got one bus, PAINFULLY dropped e coin into e coins collecter n stood in e bus while e bus got movin. sob. wasted 50 cents, still hav to count go home de leh!!!
reach interchange, lucki saw some IJ de behind mi la. tt lessened e possibility of bein late, so... my heart was abit relieved. but still i had to wok fast fast, if not tt fate will jus drop on mi flat. took big strides, "stomped" across e streets, paced e fastest student wokin to sch, until i pespire al ovr. so stuffy, bt cant help it. lucki reach sch on time la. n den another ting happened. wok past e canteen, go up, n my arm dunno how jus scraped e rough texture of e pillar! omg, tt's gonna hurt. saw a bruise, den blood slowly airbrushed itself on e surface, until after morn assembly there it is, a whole patch. sob sob...
PE is dead. sumhow it feel lyk same routine la, run, den pull up, den jump. shyt ass la, paced kent, den finished off wif 12.40, tt's goddamn sucky timing(in fact fail la) n i was lyk so tired le.. y my fitness still failing? i jus dunno e reason. den goo on wif push ups, at least frm dunno where gain morale, can complete wif much more ease than the run. ha. e killer: pul up. again e ms lee seems lyk haolianing her pull up again, do 6 n show us, making mi feel abit sour inside. duncare her la. she say thumb below e bar, haha, in e end alot cant do. i oso la. 1st 1 i pulllll, i can de, but my wrist suddenly felt lyk wantin to break when i pulled my chin up. lolz. 2nd 1. e same feelin again. it's not tt i cant do; i m worried abt my wrist la. wad if my wrist suddenly go wif a 'crack!' ?? omg, i dunno hu shud b responsible 4 it.. wadeva. got dunno hu jus assisted mi 4 e nxt 6 pull up. ha. in e end did 2 on my own, 6assisted. sian. den is broad jump. hmm.. at least tt ms lee is much more contented wif our jumpin results. haa. my leg no str le, anyhow jump, she say get gold can le, tts y look so ez la. jump, n got myself a 240++. tts piece of cake. ya.
after pe go train abit of bball to test my endurance. it seem better dan las friday.. mayb cos i conserve energy mainly frm e run for e bball now. ha. kip eyein on e rim, in e end make mi feel abit giddy. dis time not train much, jus brushin up on my layups n inside scorins n 3-pter. tts all. sumhow i din seem 2 b improvin, in fac deprovin, my shots seem so weird, my dribbln... no nid to say la, suck s eva. my layups, cant regain my sec 4's vitality, my 'stunts' look much slackier now... i wan to b lyk las time, do wadeva stunt i lyk, stun e whole bball court. but i cant now. i goin a bit too stiff... sob sob.
it's rainin. damn cold. even wif my pants n uniform(wif pe tshirt inside) on. how e hell did it freeze e whole LT? omg... i m shiverin... kept sniffin (for heat?) n kept stuffin my cold bare hands inside my pocket 4 warmth. ya. n i had to pass my answers to tt ms tan in e lecture so tt she can flash it to show e whole maths cohort MY ANSWER. omg, tt seems embarrassin, but i heck care. wadeva she wan to do wif mi. i gave up. sob sob...
lunch. again chiong my lunch n went out 4 another round of bball. after rain, felt so cold, go out there 4 some heat n warmth i guess. again tried my left hand shootin, left hand dribblin, so on. it doesnt seem tired, but it did not perform. my left hand... haix. i gonna make my left hand undergo some hell training le la... mayb dis friday? hmm.. c 1st. n i did e same thing s wad i did durin e break jus now. n i felt much giddier, turnin, pivotin, RIGHT UNDER e rim, n e sky was lyk rotatin anticlockwise n clockwise... ())()()()()()()()()()( liidaat. c le wan to faint la, feel lyk throwin up my lunch...
it's gonna b a sucky day 4 mi. i din enjoy it. at all. tired. mentally n physically. i wanna hav a good good good rest. i wanna stuff another 20 hrs in btwn e time slot frm 7 to 8. so tt i can hav a nice slp to make up 4 wad i hav lost ovr dese few wks.
AND I AM GOD DAMN PISSED WIF MYSELF. MY PW QP IS MISSING! FUCK LA, WHERE THE FUCK DID I PUT IT? I REMEMBER E LAST TIME I SAW IT WAS ON MY DESK MA, N NOW IS NOWHERE TO B FOUND. JIBAI LA, I DUNNO WAD TO DO WHEN TT SEE THO ASK MI FOR E QP, N I SAY I LOST IT... I M GOIN TO IMAGINE HIS REACTION LIAO.
now findin e qn paper on e way...
worse still my internet connection got prob la!!! nb, cant even go internet explorer, my maple laggggg lyk siao, piss mi off. sian la, i dun even noe wad e fucking prob is e internet la! wa lau, how i can sign up for e new cable la, e one wif wad new wire cable den hor my internet connection can rox liao.. wadeva la. stop here 4 now. no mood le.
My thought of the day: the earth is dying, and nobody ever bothered to try and save it. is that what we repay for whatever we have been granted by nature? that's ridiculous.
I'mma Touch the Sky!
9:20 PM
Friday, April 07, 2006
I M drained......
friday. it is jus another day when i wished for the moment i wok out of skool. look 4ward to tt, bt sumhow it seems rather slow. mornin wok up @ 7am, sibei tired, even if yesterday i slp very early(aroun 12).... mayb is bcos of wastage of braincells playin dota wif wil, gl n kh... s usual.. i lost... bt 4 such a noob lyk mi is n encouragement... haha. mentally tired... bt nvm, endure dis day den i can jus let myself offfffff... wahhhh
not e day i expected. mentally i jus charge up, but physically... i gt nth to say la. PE... wth, e pe tchr say till pe lyk so slack, boost up our morale, try 2 enjoy pe, took e hou lot of os pas sport school, pas christ church, den to dis very bigggg track, 1 round abt some 800m liddat. wa, i din noe e scenery past dese so nice la, lush grinery, fresh air, smooth SLE at e corner of my "I", soothin environment sia. whew.... enjoy scenery... but still had to folo e whole cohort's pace la. hmm... if given e chance to jus rest here i will do so la... den run back to e foyer there. took my own sweet time, ran wif kenneth, slowly all e way bac. den did we realise tt we had to do... some more? let mi c... [(30 set of 4 jumping jack)+(15 push up)+(15 sit-up)+(5 tuck jump)] X3. lol. seem slack, did slackily, but in e end, i still canot tahan. wth, my fitness goin down liao la... las time in np still can do dese so damn easily.. now leh? omg... look lyk exercisin alone is nt enuf la. mus do some more man, hmm... wad els to do 2 improve fitness? brainstormin on e way...
nxt is pull up. same case, at least i revertedbac to 3. wif difficulty, n wow, 1st one seem much much ezier now la. pulled myself all e way up, wif confidence, despite all e energy drainnneed frm runnin n conditionin, doh is lyk far blow avg, but 2 mi is encouragement la. whew... 3 myself, 2 wif assistance lor. sian, mus train harder, mus evrydae do, but i jus dunwan ppl 2 c mi do, den in e end alwae got ppl around, very pai sei, den end up not doin lor... dis doesnt seem 2 help... shud i jus heck care e others n do myself all i care? or wad? if so, pls gimme e courage to do so lor, i very stage fright leh...
den is standin broad. aiya, shyt la, my legs all goin wobbly gobbly, how to jump? i scared i lift myself 4ward i jus collapse la... den stay there dare not jump... but my DETERMINATION doesnt shake my decision. jus jump 4 fun lor, challenge myself. boinggg!!! my legs jus pounced str8 to e front. 1st jump. let mi c. landed, goin unstable, felt lyk fallin to e back, i tried to maintain balance, jus managed to get a glance @ e mark b4 realli stumbling off e position. wow, 253! yeah, tt's e furthest i jump so far.. whew. n1 teo. if can do tt durin napfa hor i dun scared liao. yeah! 2nd jump. haha, wif my shoes off. wan to test whether shoes got help or not. hmm... apparently yes ba. w/o shoes: 242. ooh, 11cm difference! tt's quite alot man. wonderin if is bcos of lack of str to jump or is it e shoes prob? confused...
time 4 bball! drained frm pe, hand n leg goin shakin, still goin bball... mus b crazy u may say of mi. haha. i dun gif a damn. jus play. test my endurance again. let c how long i can last. sibei tired, try a jump shot, layup, wif insufficient str. shyt man, but after pe is liddat de ma... cant blame. but i tink if evrytym liddat my stamina will improve, same s my endurance. haha. s usual, my main aim is not abt scorin, is abt stability. obviously i had mot proven much of tt, still swayin in e mid of e court, tryin to make out a nics smooth dribble n layup n shootin style... sian. den e others come le n we jus had a quik 3-on-3 match lor(left 3 mins leh!!) haha, dun care la, my timates r so damn happy i m in deir team la, but i jus dissappointed dem, not scorin aannyy... sob sob, damned e confidence thy had in mi..
feelin drained 4 e nxt 2 periods, my hand n leg achin, cravin for tiger balm.. lol. cant concentrate la, my back pain, thigh pain, calf pain, biceps pain, ab pain, everywhere pain... ARRRRGGGGHHHHHH!!!! endure! later still had more endurance test! yes. tt's it. another round of bball after chem lesson nia. at least got abit of rechargin la, if is continuous liddat ar i will end up in hospital la. nvm, back to bballin. dis time more challengin. train on my left hand. omg, used tt for pumpin jus now, spammed all energy, now left abit left lor.. wth. kip flickin e ball up e board wif my left hand, flick flick flick... my hand is breakin liao la.. but i still kip flickin. no choice, my determination ordered to make mi go on.
e others came. 3 on 3. shyt, i realli bor str le, how to play? omg.. i will b s useless la, e most is to passs ball lor. 1st time i feel so useless in a bball match.. wahhh~~~~ of cos lose la, 3-7, my team 3 e opponent 7... sob sob sob.. noob lis liddat de ma, mus do more conditioning sia... ok la, rest abit, go 4 2 pck milo n 1 chicken burger, rest rest rest, recharge den go 4 another match le. haha. feel lyk i realli pullin my endurance bar to its limits la... wadeva la. 4 on 4. whew heng ar i drink tt milo, felt more energetic, chiong ar!!! spammed all my remainin energy, run here run there(actually is spam onli, main purpose not bballin la haha) den jus bai a few pose of shootin, passin, dribblin... haha. sounds very act pro sia, but i dun care. las bit of trainin of e day le, mus make sure i more or less perform abit la. sian.
ECONS. adrealin(spellin X pls tell mi) runnin thru my whole body. hot hot hot!!! pespiration ran lyk drippin tap, jus 'toop!' from under my chin. argghh.. i was e 1st in my klas to reach e tutorial lesson, other than e 12G ppl, n e tchr praise mi, haha. c e others so dillydally, not lyk mi so enthu... so guaiiii.... haiyo, y u all cant b lyk mi? haix... good studen is jus too good la, u all cant b lyk mi.
lesson end, i try to stand up, feelin so damn weak! den thy still askin mi to go play badminton at stadium there... i goin to die la.. lucki i got a few excuses to siam frm tt badminton, if not is goin to b hellday 4 mi liao. whew... at last. still had to wok 2 e interchange la.. endure endure, tt's e tot i hav in mind.
ok. now time 4 my body to restttt!!!! arghh. so relaxed... on maple, train abit la. 87% liao leh, decided to lvl up by 2dae lor. waaahhaaaa, after 2hrs of trainin n afkin, finally LVL UP!!!!! 66! so damn happy after bein stuk at 65 for soooo lonnnnggggggg, abt 1mth la. yeah, tt's wad i call momentum. haha.
ok la, startin to get abit long le. yawns, wastin my precious brain&brawn cells.. tt's a waste of talent, so i conclude: my brain n brawn cell r talent!!! yeah!!!
My thought of the day: parent's model of a good child is COMPLETELY different from a model of a good child in e young generation, manin ppl around my age +/- 5. that's why parents find it hard to understand we children because of tt different frequencies and mindsets.
I'mma Touch the Sky!
11:28 PM
Monday, April 03, 2006
these few days... so sian
hmm... dose days r over le, dun hum too much abt it le la. look 4ward to e future, where i getta noe new frenz, b e old way i m. heng ar, 2dae not too much abt my pas memory, bt more 2ward my present n future... lucki i not stuck 2 e past le... if not i gonna die liao la.
hmm.. how e hell did i blog so much each time ar? where got time ar? in e end hor my blog end up to abt 1k+++ words, den no tym to do my hw, nor revise... shyt, i scared my studies gonna fall bcos of bloggin.. mayb i addicted liao? hmm..mayb lor. 4 dis blog, 4 dis blog, i gonna try kip my blog short short de ok? lets c.
saturday very sian, wen out wof wc to buy some 'pirated' cd la. oh shyt! y i say tt ar? lol... actually wc not realli buyin la, but hor he said tt cd shop tt sell cd guy very gong gong de, can easily cheat him off cd de, so he say very 'profitable', n we went there try our luk. hah, tampines there, so damn far, took mi abt... 1hr 2 get there lor. went out @ 5, reach @ 6, n wc is LATE again. he got sth els to attend to la, so... u c, mus forgiv him, i mus b magnanimous ma, cant balme such a noob 4 bein late ;p
he finally reach le, at 6.10+. >10 mins late. wadeva la. den we go to e cd shop le, i bot a monopoly cd(haha, tt's damn childish of mi) n wc went 2 change his cds(some other cd he jus bot years ago, haha) for a few new games la... wth, n e cd man was taken in by his lie tt e cd cant play, cant read, etc shyt. haha, gong gong jiu shi gong gong, tt cd man was goddamn stoopid la, to think he can make big $$ out of pirated cds, i will say he end up makin GREAT loss la, think s'pore tt stoopid meh? cheats will bluff cheats which in turn b bluffed by cheats... sounds complicated, i oso dunno wad i sayin... but rationale is liddat la.
den wen wc's aunt's haus, thinkin of copyin e cd into e hdd den go 4 another round of cd-conning la. TO OUR SURPRISE. e com did not cooperate; so laggy, cant even open prgms, 1r2way den auto restart com, etc etc etc... realli pissed wc off la. wth, suck sucky com still wan use ar? to think he still boasted to mi abt his wad, 512mb ram, radeon 9800 wadeva shyt la. pooi!
seem 2 mi lyk some 3hrs wasted there... till e last part, yeah, at least can play grand theft auto(GTA) liao. haha, i seen ppl play b4, so fun so saddist, punch ppl OHKO leh, den can use car jus run over any asshole la, to a saddist lyk mi is of cos fun la. knockin ppl down, blood oozing out of victims each strike frm mi, ppl jus slammin dwn on e flr flat when run ovr by mi, etc etc etc...
ok la, seem like not much purpose stayin too long there......... gtg le, wc got curfew... hahaz. woked to e bus stop damn far away, took 168 back to woodlan. wth, so long la, tok crap alon e way... abt napfa.. haha. he cant believe i did so badly on friday.. lolz. nvm, i try harder nxt time, either to prove to him tt i realli tt bad, or tt i goin to show him i improve till i thrash him... hope is e latter.
sun. not much, try to mug, failed. end up tokin to thy all, den hw done 1r2heartedly, ... sob sob.. i wan to study, learn, not mug... t's y i learn @ a MUCH S----L----O----W----E----R rate... nvm, i try adopt a different learning strategy compared 2 e others... n i now still workin on new methods... soon i will b able to learn much more effectively dan dem... haha
2dae ma... not much, lesson s usual, so damn tired. lucki i did most of e hw nided to pass up 2dae, or els i jus to b lyk all e others, all piahin hw durin lunch brk while i jus lay my head dwn 4 a nice nap. haha, thy say i so slack, but did thy c e true piahin mi bhind e scene? hmm.. thy gotta buck up man, c dem so slack, i scared no competition, den i may jus fall dwn wif dem... sob, buck up guys...
sumhow i feel tt school has bin goin so slack dese few days... y ar? i tot jc life very very tense de... c e others lyk so piahin academic, while i jus sit tok chat idle eat sleep play... wth is goin on ar? hu can tell mi wad i havnt do bside my PW? shyt... i gonna look 4 sth to do myself... blog pls help mi if u can :P
yeah. i succeeded. it sure is much shorter liao. save mi much time, i still can go chat wif my 0622s on msn.. haah.
My thought of the day: The life of maturity. Sweet yet tiring. but u will like it. that's e best activity god can present to mi.
I'mma Touch the Sky!
8:02 PM
about me
zhiheng. aka. ahteo.
18
31/8
si ling, cat high, nanyang Jc, Innova Jc
slack, bball, com, ...
Likes
.bball!.
.chickenrice.
.my W800.
.slackin.
.alone.
Dislikes
.BithcheS.
.BackstabberS.
.BootlickerS.
.zhuainess.
.toking crap.
.fakers(like me).
Wishlist
korean n taiwan drama?
less pressure
alone outside, overnight
a more happening life than now
a more cheerful mi ;P
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