today is "meaninful" sia.. pia dota till some 2.30am lor, half slping while playing.. wil la, push mi to play, then play = no play liddat, nvr train dao lor, tio pawn like shit. no use de la wil, he even havta pai my ma pi to get me to play la.. shows i m more dua than him. haha. wadeva la. aft tt went to bed w/o a nice slp. ouch! backache again.. shud be not enuf slp caused it ba.
snored to 8am. wa, tot of waking up n get rdy to mit them at cityhall liao, bt then hor is too tired liao, perished tt tot, back to zzz... till 9. woke up. arghx, much better, bt not much. on com, play bit of maple(lolz, tired till liddat still play? careful ur eyesight la..) and FINALLY reach 50% liao. yeah.
yawn, read times mag (dunno how many wks ago) frm marsiling all e way to cityhall. wa, took 40min to read just 3 pgs.. my reading spd DAMN fast sia.. reach the coffee & toast stall ther met up wif gerald, cally n audrey. lolz, audrey is in her dunno wad high heel shoe la, erhem, nvr seen ppl wearing this kind of thinggy early in the morning la.. den she Xplain tt she got ball or dinner 2nite, so wear this out 4 whole day.
took long to get to library. a few factors. 1)gerald was w8ing for the singtel shop to open so tt he can get the retailer ther to help him paste tt lcd film on his N70. wow. look so clean n tidy la.. if he paste himself confirm will screw up de.. 2)went to the HMV shop to browse thru music cd 3)w8ed 4 mi to go buy mineral water n they jus stop @ e dunno wad passageway btwn citylink n esplanade(undergrd de) to play wif those spinning blocks of printed "faces"(heyz, dunno how to name tt la, so jus gif a brief description) ... ... ... and finall yreached there.
brot nth much to do there, since evrytime bring somuch came home left 1r2 undone la.. so bring little, and man man do lor. wa, felt so disturbed. the 3 of dem kept tokin bside mi, den like haolianing their MP3s la, den their music on so loud, zzz.... bt at least managed to pia binomial b4 going out 4 lunch. = o
went to congress suntec there 4 lunch. omg, i was so xia suay la, w8ed at the roti prata stall 4 abt 15 mins when i suddenly realise tt inid to pay 1st n get receipt b4 buyin la... wth, n i had to jus go out of the Q wif e others bhind mi grabing qn marks.. wa, sian diao, so embarrassed, n audrey was patiently w8ing 4 mi to buy la, n i wasted her 15 mins 4 NTH.. sry audrey... let her buy 1st la, n i had to w8 another 15 mins to get my 4 pcs of prata...
spammed 1hr out 4 lunch, leaving our library table wif our stuff. t's our way of occupyin seats. lucki got audrey fren to help us look after. sian, thinkin how to reply whenm librarian ask "hey y u leave ur belongin here?" and we tot of some nice solutions:
lolz. tt seem to be of a seamless joke to stun the librarian like stone. in the end? went back, found a "friendly reminder" slip noting of our leave. and we tot is jus a slip to 'warn' ua, but the librarian came suddenly to stun us. a string of words jus weave out frm her mouth, like string shot, n we r realli stunned instead. =X
our plan all pao tang; gerald was too scard to open start the plan. zzz... wasted our brain cells. anw, lucki nobody kop our seats. such nice s'poreans =D n we cont'd our hw. pia finish physics and did abit of gp and tt's end. w8ed for e rest to finish n time to go. lucki i bring little, my eyes so pain la, lack of slp, felt like slping in e library, but rules dun allow.. and we played wif cally's fon in the profile thinggy la.. not very fang bian to show u now..
finally all finish le. slowly went back. so tired tt i slept. audrey went of 1st at somerset or orchard(din take note). n i jus slept all e way to bishan-amk, n gerald woke mi up with his pranks. zzz... anw bb gerald & cally =)
thy alighted @ amk. n i jus slept all the way to marsiling. head banged against the side screen like dunno how many times la.. ouch(but i too tired to be woken up by tt)
finally reached back. spent $40++ on maple prepaid card. zzz, the retailer misheard it as 10 prepaid cards when i said 4. and he nearly choked on his bubble tea. zzz.. so suanning la.. time to dig ur ear liao la dude.
chiong gachapon once reach home. wth la, all got some shyt item la.. except last few, wa nice leh, tio EW!!! MA81!!! omg, so good la.. sold it for 25.5m.. quite alot le. n then used e rest to buy all my scrolls.. nvr had so much $$ b4.. so shuang. now ma, left 19++m, i think gotta save it.
and danny came on9 maple, n he suddenly ask mi abt michie. dotz.. they 2 same class?! er... i nth to say lor.. got michie to help mi add danny on msn. aha.
ok la, pia maple till late le, time to go slp liao, this wk still got spa la... lucki NAPFA ovr liao, yeah! bring bball on tue. okla, cya ;P
My thought of the day: to all friends whom i have made or acquainted, if u are reading this statement, don't ask any questions. i just want to say a word to all of you: SORRY.
Friday, May 05, 2006
i feel soooooooooo.. mixed feeling
sianz. yesterday still.. doing my PI? wtf. supposed to hand in on wed de leh, but see toh biased, say my PI cant make it, REDID everything! sobz.. i got nth to say, since he is the one grading us. we have to "lick his boots" to get good grades lor.. wth. if only i can be back in NY, lee yan yan sure will be impartial de, at least gain my trust for that.
i went for a nap, so damn tired yesterday. and.. haix. i dunno what to say. dreamt of my "target" again.? sobz.. how? i tryin hard to forget her leh, but it's liddat. no choice lor, i hope got chance see her again of course!
today hor, is what i called "test" day. hmm.. NAPFA 2.4 test, gp test, chem test. all squeezed in one day. sian la, yesterday pia PI till no time to study la, sure flunk liao. so.. i try to be lenient with myself lor, can screw up, but not too much. hahas.
2.4. i think i did quite a satisfactory result. lolz, today so cold, of course nice to run la, but the track like so slippery, scared i run too fast splash all the water on the zabor doing the stations beside the track la. anw, this time seems to me that a miracle is coming.
1st round clocked 1.22. wtf. i never run so fast a round in 2.4 before la!! i go catch up winston, gilregy, raj.. until i almost sprinted round la... and the water was splashing behind me. haix..
2nd round i finally catch up le. and paced the 3 of them. yeah. but somehow i seem to get slower with each step. my leg no strength liao. then raj saw someone overake us at the 3rd quarter, and he just left us behind and chased after him. haha. he going to pace the 1st person. anw, 2nd round clocked 3.02. 1min 40s, hmm, ok lor.
3rd round. i took smaller steps, cos gilregy was slowing down. ouch, and my legs feel even more tired, craving for big strides. still maintain the pace. 3rd round clocked 4.55 or somewhere there(i didn't hear clearly, cos i was cheering winston on haha)
4th round. i though tired i still feel quite light. haha. and continued with my bog strides at lower frequency to maintain same speed as gilregy. lolz. not that much, and we started overtaking loads of people. haha. 4th round clocked 6.45. hmm, 1.6km this kind of timing very lan liao la, but for 2.4 is quite good liao.
5th round. ok, i started getting breathless. but i still had to maintain same speed as gilregy. and i suddenly slowed down. he just chionged ahead. omg, i had to chase him back, i cannot finish with A if i dun follow him! no choice. endured to the last round. 5th round clocked 8.34 or somewhere around there. i now spending all energy on running, no more timings for me.
last round. chiong ar! winston seemed to lag. i shouted to him to pace me, but he seemed cant make it. ok. own pace own timing. i sprint, then lag, then sprint again. for a moment while sprinting i thought i cannot make it. now i have to depend solely on my will and determination. ok, i tried to forget about any pain or uneasiness, just go on pacing gilregy all the way to the end. he sprint i also sprint. and to the end, finished with the top 10 position. yeah. of course i got 10. out of some 30,40+ runners i got 10. lolz.
and my legs had to stop. i felt so weak in my leg. it feel like wanting to run again, but has no strength to do so. so toturing pain it was. nvm, rest a bit then can le. waiting for the timing to come out.
lined up in one straight row, in position order. i got 10.22. wow! that's kind of achievement for me. for my first time in life got an A for my 2.4. yeah. raj got 10.02. that's crazy. ahha. gilregy was just in front of me, got 10.21, and he complained about the 1 second that gobbled away his A grade. winston lag behind me by 2 second, 10.24. not bad. we are the top four in 0612E, in which 3 of us are in top 10. woot!
so.. for my NAPFA this year, here is the latest update:
sit and reach 5
pull up 4
shuttle run 5
sit up 5
standing broad jump 5
2.4km 5
total: 29/30
that is the same score as last year. haix.
and till the time when i go toilet i realise i was carrying a 500g mass of SHIT along with me for the 2.4km run.. if not i could have a 10.19 timing liao. zzz.
next straight is GP essay. whoa, i never prepare, i was stuck la! i just scribbled whatever i can think of on the paper. looks like i gonna fail for GP essay again..
and i finally returned the lost and found book to the library. kept with me for a whole week. zzz
then is chem. i never even study la. NO TIME! hope if wil reads this he will be scared and dare not go pia dota that often. anw, screwed up the chem paper; most of the questions i dunno how to do!
then dwayne pulled me to the grand stand to meet calvin. got chosen for the adventure trail challenge. wth, they look so highly of me ar?! zzz.. why call me to thrash them? haix, i dunwan to make them go jump down building cos they lose to me =(
and last lesson is econs. sad, miss shen is taking us for the last time =( ssobz... rewarded us with chocolate for being such enthusiasts (aiya, primary reason is cos got me). got back our test papers. sian, got 10/20, i thought i would fail like mad! hmm.. must jiayou le..
stayed for quite a while afte school at the canteen. haha. watched the sports heats. whoooo yeeling is up for discus and she told us.. she cannot throw?! lolz.. relac gal, go there earn 1 point for the house can le =) and the 400m run, wa, make me laugh la, their speed is just like our 2.4km 1st round today la... so damn slow...
then me, dwayne, weixiang, raj accompanied gilregy to the causeway point cinema to meet his 'girlfriend'. zzz, the girls really scared off our tits. 1 fat de, 1 plump de.. i dunno what to say. the others are speechless too. and then suddenly "HAHAHHHAAAAHAHAHA" as we walked off the cinema entrance. lolz.
i dunno what to say. a lot of gan jue inside me. i just dunno how to express it lor. zzz.. time to go rest le.
My thought of the day: i am a no thinker. i can't think of any ideas that are practical or logical in reality. all of my thoughts are just reflections of fantasy in my mind.
I'mma Touch the Sky!
5:22 PM
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
teo is on MONSTER KILL!!!
ahteo has just pawned 2006 NAPFA for another 225 gold!
ahteo is on a MONSTER KILL!
yay, another victory for me. today's napfa was a shock. i thought i will screw up my tests TOTALLY, resulting in my WICKED SICK streak ended by this test, but no. i got quite a nice result. it happened this way:
today: 2 may 2006, napfa 5 stations for the boys, 2.4km run for the girls. so.. we the boys of 0612E gathered for the 5 stns. wa, i was so nervous la, scared i cannot do this cannot do that, then end up getting a bronze or even fail...
ok. 1 stn: sit and reach. lolz, dwayne and raj are the worst cases; they cant even reach 30cm on the first try! this realli scared me. last year i did about 50cm la, and see them with such result, having the mindset that i cant be far better than them, the pessimistic thought came. "i scared i cant do even 30 la..." i was so scared. and it was my turn. whoohoo! easily. i reached 48cm on my 1st try. wa heng ar! 2nd try not too bad, 47cm. ok. checked the test table. i got A. 5 points secured.
2nd stn: pull up. wth, i really scared at first. my hands felt weak. what if i cannot even do up to 3 or 4? that's the best i can do during pe lesson leh.. if cannot do i gonna DIE!!! omg.. and see the outhers do.. wa lao, do like no kid liddat, at once rush through 7, 8, 9... omg. what if i lose to them? won't i gonna LOSE FACE? i tell you, i NOT going to lose to them! and it's my turn. hmm.. not very standard i guess, but at least better than some. straightened my arms, and then immediately went my pull up. 1st one. omg, felt so easy, overexerted! pulled myself all the way up like hell... and the others say "hey! no need to pull so up! chin just above bar can already!" ... for a cat high kia like me, chin just above the bar is like too pian yi le, must pull ALL-THE-WAY up! but i no strength le, ... and went on with my 2nd, 3rd, 4th, with quite a breeze. and then i started to struggle from the 5th onward. until the 7th i started to kick myself up. lolz. and the 8th ma.. i held and pull and held... like dunno for how long, and finally the mr koh said "8". whew. i finally released my last pull up. 8 for it. check, is a B. 4 points addition.
3rd stn: shuttle run. omg. aiyaz, always 9.sth de, i gonna see how the others flunk. haha. except for kenneth, hmm.. can compare with me la, 9.5s.. and my turn. 1st time screwed. fell down. ouch! then 2nd time. i cant stretch! and ended with sucky timings. 10.4s... omg. i had to try again. no way am i going to rest on this timing. this is one of my qiang xiang, cannot let it go down! and heng ar, teacher see me got potential, let me go break record, and dunno how and why, whether the stopwatch spoil or teacher's human error or what, i finished off with a 9.3s. again, omg. it is impossible. confirm got sth X sia, but nvm it's an A for me. 5 points added.
4th stn: sit up. shyt. still remember last time i did only 34. failed. but now? no way am i going to fail again. and there i go. PE teacher was supporting my leg, just by stepping on my feet. oooooo aimed on my toe, and my toenail HURTS! ouch. time start. he told us to count timing. and i shouted all the way. 8, 9, 10.... 30, 31, 32, 33... and at the 43, left like 10 seconds. chey! heng sia i got an A liao. nvm lor, try beat my personal best la. go on with another 5 before the time up. of course. 5 points added.
5th stn: standing broad jump. hmm.. i have a bit of doubt about this. i was scared i may fall below the A. aimed for the 250 mark. the rest? hmm.. i got nth to say. now i try challenging kenneth, of course i lose la, he ultimate jumper, easily went with 260. haix.. if i can get A very good le. and my turn. hang in the air for quite a while, then landed. saw my front toe touching somewhere around the 280 mark. ok. confirmed by the teacher. 250. A grade for me. 5 points added.
so how much? 24/25. hmm.. not bad, but if i gonna be the same as last year score i gonna redo my pull up or pia my 2.4km. sooo... lets summarise my results, and at the same time compare with last year's results.
5 stations
2006
sit&reach 48(A)
pullup 8(B)
shuttle 9.3(A)
situp 48(A)
jump 250(A)
2.4 ?
24/25
24+?/30
2005
sit&reach 50(A)
pullup 8(A)
shuttle 9.9(A)
situp 45(A)
jump 240(A)
2.4 10.53(B)
25/25
29/30
haix.. seem i deproved from last year. buck up teo! get ready to kneel down in front of me guys, for the 30 pointer to be is going to DOMINATE! GODLIKE-to-be. teo.
guess friday i going to pace gg or raj and get a 5 no matter what.
My thought of the day: some things may seem insignificant, but if you notice, it is playing a major role in our lives. i can't state of examples, but there are alot. go find it yourself.
I'mma Touch the Sky!
4:35 PM
Monday, May 01, 2006
a non-mug day on a mug day =X
sunday, 8am woke up with a new alarm sound: twinkle twinkle little star(india version). lolz. hope neighbour will not hear it la, so loud, sound so racist.. but i need that kind of "stimulator" to wake me up. lolx. anw, long time never go eat breakfast with them liaoz, i think this time wake up early, meet them at 10 ba.
same as the first time, went with my mother all the way tocity hall stn(she go bai bai, so shun lu, so go together lor) and reading the last last week time magazine. haix... that's the first times magazine i ever had, so yi si yi si read it lor. on the way, wondering what will happen if they were to see me in this kind of "in" hairstyle. lolz.
reach ther before 10. go inside raffles city walk see walk see. and the entrance ther i heard a loud alarm. whoa! who broke into the shops ar? i wonder. and the security alarm was going of at thunderous amplitude sia... i wanted to cover up my ears from the roars of the alarm, but seemed i am too lazy to do so.. haix, lazy till liddat, wonder if got 1 time i tio stabbed or shot by gun and lazy to call for amulance or shout for help... haix.. gone case le..
go 1 round at the basement, then back. and down the escalator i saw audrey, chinping(yeah finally getta see you again), cally and... gerald??? omg... his hair was the same as mine leh!! omg... feel so lucky la, we both have telepathy sia, fancy going for the same "hairstyle"... haha. so cool!
whatever. went for breakfast at the citylink the toast cafe or whatever i call that. bought bread talk and go there and eat, whilst gerald, chinping, cally all go buy the toast there and eat. haix.. eat talk sit chat joke idle, whatever. then wing yan joined us a while later. and we began joking about chinping's unglam stuff. 1) she poke her butt into the retort stand at the physic lab and went with a "ouch!" 2) she shitted at home and the shit was soooooo long and she took 2 flushes to flush it down... and gerald was to guess what unglam happened to her, and his guesses were much more "fanciful" than reality... made us R-O-F-L...
ok la, ok la, joke time end le, still need to go mug leh. and then we strolled the way to esplanade, with some stops at shops. oh ya, wingyan lost her water bottle, as heard from gerald, and heard that she cried the whole day over the loss of it... feel so sad for her... who would be so cruel or jealous or whatever that he or she wants to kop her bottle? haix... such fate on such an innocent girl..
haix, and we got to keep it from her la, and planning to find the indentical bottle back for her, being her best friends. ya. the 0622 spirit.. hahas. went to the library and started doing hw. sian bo, i was stuck on most of the MI questions. wth, i thought MI is supposed to be the easiest? why? the questions look so chim, i dunno how to dO!!!! skipped question after question.. haix, forget it. went to sequence assignment. whew.. much easier, at least there are no answers to prove me wrong. that shows what? ignorance is bliss.
didn't work much, 3hrs, with most of the time stuck and racking my brains for any possible solutions, so basically thge output is low. and at 2+ we were done with work at the library and out for lunch. to suntec where we hadlaksa and roti prata. i scared of spice, so i chose prata. wa, so ex, $1.20 per piece sia! but the prata is quite big a piece i should say. and gerald and audrey rushed through their laksa, saying is too hungry, but actually is squeezing time out of their lunch time so as to have time to look through the adidas stores for her limegreen bottle. haix.. such are the most noble acts of a friend, and wingyan was still kept in the dark. lolz.
so off went gerald and audrey to look for the limegreen bottle. left me, cally and her. and the renjie msged wingyan(and plus audrey, and she complained about it) about the chain messages. lolz. and wing yan was so pissed that she sent back to him a "go and die la!" lolz. hmmm... i wonder if wing yan has "suffered" such a so damned fate, what about prawn? wouldn't she be in the worse scenario than wing yan? haix.. i pity them sia..
anw, enough for cursing, wing yan! went down to mac to eat, as i was still very hungry and so called "pulled" them down to mac with me. and met gerald and audrey, in front of wing yan say they go buy cds, actually is going to look for the bottle la. haha. the truth is still kept int he dark for wing yan. nvm. reach mac and cally, wing yan go buy the yami yogurt from the shop just outside mac. and i order a fillet upsize meal. wa, city meals cost much more, 15 cents more leh! $5.05... it has just burned a hole in my pocket. and we 3 just sit at mac nth to do. idles for the next few mins and then we started taking out notes to study. hha. left gerald and audrey out in the "wild" to complete their quest, hunting for the limrgreen bottle.
... time pass very slowly. and wing yan and cally fell asleep, leaving me to goon with my maths. finally! gerald and audrey returned, fruitless. saw the sad look at gerald and audrey.. felt so sorry for them, if only i can just join them in the quest and help them find that lime green bottle...
haix. the truth is finally out to wing yan. and she was sooo appreciative of their efforts to find the bottle, though it was in vain. hmm.. gotta work harder. why? adidas shops all closed for.. renovation???!! shyt ass la adidas, zao bu guan wan bu guan, why this time guan? wth...
ok. shh, continued studying at mac for another 1r2 hour or so, and time to go le. wing yan had to wait for her family for family outin, so bb wing yan =D and left the four of us. and suddenly there rushed wing yan to audrey to give her... stapler? omg.. such a good friend you are wing yan, no wonder so many ppl like you =D
hmm... walked all the way back to city hall mrt stn. left me, audrey and cally to go home together, since we left wing yan backto wait for her parents and gerald to meet his family at dunno where(i think little india ther ba) .. and i was idling, stoning all the way.. until braddel and i napped, all the way to yio chu kang. and before i realise it, audrey had gone. sianx. havnt said bb to her leh... =( and cally left then. bb cally=D
back home. so tired. tests are coming up. NAPFA coming in a day or two. and i am not prepared for it. shit. what should i do? as heard from wc, he almost failed the NAPFA.. scared me out of my wits. omg... what shall i do?
My thought of the day: "I not stupid too" the movie. it may seem really like just a movie, but if u had the little bit of observance, you will find that jack neo is trying to spread a lot of messages to the public that shows today's society. there are alot. i can spot like some 20+. can you?
I'mma Touch the Sky!
3:44 PM
about me
zhiheng. aka. ahteo.
18
31/8
si ling, cat high, nanyang Jc, Innova Jc
slack, bball, com, ...
Likes
.bball!.
.chickenrice.
.my W800.
.slackin.
.alone.
Dislikes
.BithcheS.
.BackstabberS.
.BootlickerS.
.zhuainess.
.toking crap.
.fakers(like me).
Wishlist
korean n taiwan drama?
less pressure
alone outside, overnight
a more happening life than now
a more cheerful mi ;P
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