Final Destination 3... review
Monday, February 27, 2006
Haix... the last monday wif 0622.....
today. the last week b4 we all go our separate ways. sian, time, dun chiong leh, man man lai, nohurry, we still wan to enjoy e times bein 2gether ma... monday. this will b e very, very last monday we spent 2gether s a 0622 CT.
time for school. this may b e last monday wearin the uniform wif e ny collar pin... so sad. reach school, the last monday takin attendance of my present ct, everythin was lyk 4 e LAST time... i dun wan it tt way, but ci nai tian yi lor, we jus hab to go our ways, split from here. i cant bear to c e day when we jus disappear from each other even w/o sayin gdbai.... tt wud b a pathetic sight, carved in our memories...
ok. time to remember today, which wud b e most memorable 1 la. 2dae ma... lessons still damn borin lor, cham i missed las thurs de, cos u noe la, go crash aj, pon school tt dae, missed tt lecture. aiya, dun even understand a bit of wad e lecturer is tokin abt lor, but anyways, jus copy, copy, copy, .... get all e notes den try to learn myself la, given my intel, hmm... shud b able to grasp e cncept ba... lol. wa physic prac, song bo, e experiment so interestin man, play wif ac output lor, nvr play wif ac b4 leh!!! yay, got my hand on it, at first i wan to try playin wif it de, but hor, due 2 time constrain, aiya, jus chiong experiment lor, no time to play wif such thing le. den halfway, i c e blocks 4 'kiap'ing e wire, so curious, place dem in a row, play domino. inspiration sia, play 4 almost 20 mins, almost forget my experiment le.. lol, end up bein e last to finish...
ok, break le, wa, its so sunny, so hot, how to play? nvm, i jus copy math from henry first ba. wa, his handwritin hor, my eyes like swirlin le, cant read!!! si bei luan la, his words, straight line @ 1st, den in e mid, suddenly 'merge' wif another line man, wa, 2 lines how to cao tell mi!!! ....... ..... ...... tryin to understand wad he write 1r2way, hien jus wok pas, slapped on my table, say hi. almost jerk mi man, lucki i noe e word 'oblivious', den nvr get surprise. sian, gave up le la, go home den man man study la, bball more impt la! go get changed, ready up 4 bball le. sian, not much time 4 bball, play till 1r2way hab to go 4 gp le. we r late, bt tchr lyk dun care. oh, 2dae is e watchin of e continued 'super-sized mi'!!! las time @ gp lecture not enuf time 2 finish, so continue 2day lor, tchr said, if not, u all wud make her feel regretful, since we all wud leave wif regret... lol, dunno wad she tokin la, jus watch.
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1.15pm le. time 4 econs lecture. wa, i dunwan to go!!! tt lecturer can make mi sleep de lor, she so BORING!!! sian, jus found a few 'buddies' pn econs lecture, go bball instead. oh, i tink dis is e 1st time i pon any lesson in my life, other than e aj thinggy la. c i so guai, nvr pon lesson b4 man! for now, inoe, but mus act mature ma, b flexible, make decision 4 myself, ... forget it la, oso nvr take attendance, so many ppl pon lor; 1st lesson ar, is lyk the seats r fully filled, wif sum even havin to sit on e steps, now, is lyk half empty la. shows 1r2 ppl pon le. of cos we r one of dem, but hu cares? lecture ma, dun go can de la. jus go bball la, mus train, i so noob liao...
2 hrs of bball man, whole 2 hrs sia! i was worn out le, den still got pe la, i was almost drain out energy le, still had to pe? omg, i tink sth bad gonna happen to mi later @ pe le.sure enuf, sth BAd happen to mi... CRAMP!!!!! ouch, muscle sucddenly bcome stiff, den my feet is suddenly point forward, den sharp pain come le. heng ar, i noe how 2 handle it, jus relac la, den stretch my claf, 4 a while, den ok le. whew... recovered le, but very high chance of cramp again. i no choice but to jus kip stretchin my calf while running, my feet kip pointin towards e top, s up to e legbone s possible, very xin ku. den my leg oso wan to cramp again, but i try to ren, did e same ting s my right leg, wa, now running lyk some duck round e whole corridor lor... anyways, took mi much effort to col dwn my muscles... cant do much exercise for pe le...
END of day le. so tt's e last monday tt we had la. our last lessons... memories... kept in my mind 4eva. e ppl.... haix... i nvr 4get dem all la.
MY IMPRESSION OF MY CT:
1. zhao cong: wa sei, he very active physically, bball alwae he e one runnin aroun e bball court lor. so far i sin e best pg eva.. tt's him. good stealer, fast, steady. wooh, he good at math ma, alwae got him to do maths solution when e tchr call 4 it lor.
2. audrey: oh, stay in ny ar? girl guide, not much impression, sporty, aiya, girl guide ma!
3. adeline: hmm... first time c girl left hander all e way... a plump girl, but adorable to mi...
4. cally : oh, a short, plump one. tokatif man, lyk tokin to gerald,....
5. cheo hao: aka. chio bu. oh, he very popular.. ya, sure!!! he quite joker la, always suan ppl durin bball, but he quite zai ma, his shots accuracy % lyk 80 plus man, tchrs lyk to suan his studies, especially tt LOW KOK KIONG, alwae suan his chem C5 4 o lvl...
6. wei ting: she is e main driver 4 e class. oh, i shud say, orgainizer of activities. very enthu abt anything, especially outins. PE rep, kip askin us to brin wadeva tee 4 e lessons.. in e end spammed @ least 1k plus msgs... i guess she had to spend abt 100 plus fer dem alone ba!!
7. wee ter: again, pro bballer. alwae wif cheo hao, n wif his other frenz, prob from bball la. he alwae suan chio bu abt anythin, esp bball, since his bball more pro than him la. i tink nobody can bet him in bballl la, at least 4 my ct la.
8. gerald: oh, he joker, popular among gals oso. he las time lyk to tok wif karthini, suan her, gif her nicknames(kueh tutu), .... he my og de la, so .... he most of e time sit bside mi durin lectures... he very cute, in his tone i mean... ohya btw, he e only non bballer guy in e ct... sadz...
9. henry: wow, he very enthu, from schoolwork to bball, from games to sports... luvs to joke, humorous. social, toks to anyone, usu jokes haha.. previously a mapler, but now he playin nba... jus to improve on his bball skills....?
10. joanna: oh, she oso a mapler la, i mean last time, same s henry la. very siwen, doesnt tok much lor... except wif adeline or some gals.
11. karthini: 1 of e 2 indian in e ct lor. class all chinese except 4 ese 2 lor, so we lyk wan to learn tamil from her. quite frenly, she is. tokatif, like to joke oso, but sumhow i lyk dun understand liddat...
12. wing yan: in my impression ma... jus think of her s quiet lor. ppl call her wing wing or yan yan... haha, tt's quite nice nicks. hmm... curious abt her shoes, sumhow look lyk .....soccer boots?!?
13. zhi feng: haha, the MVP. do stunt tt ppl cant even imagine.. shots accurate even on the quick move... mean jump shots, and some more is unstable jump shots. he can hold his balance well ma, his lay-up is very cool, s he can hold in e air 4 long wad. he older than us 1 yr, cos he malaysina, study mus 1 year or wad ar? ... anyways, he quite chinese(of cos, he malaysian ma) tok chinese alot...
14. michelle: aka. michie. oh, i remember, she noe qing wen ma, so las time she ask mi, "u noe qing wen?" den we started tokin abt him lor. recently, we gave her e nick "prawn"... haha, due to dis quote by gerald n herself: "the prawn is dead." "michelle is dead." therefore, michelle is the prawn. haha, so funny, kept us laufin, michelle is a prawn!!! ....
15. xiying: tallest girl in e ct lor. hmm. she lyk dun exercise much, ... alwae playin wif her hair, 'combin' down her 'silky str8' hair wif her hands, anytime u will c tt lor. den sumtimes take same mrt s mi, same 4 wee ter la, but den she c mi nvr say a hello to mi lor.. tokin to her fren ba...
16. suren: most tokatif in the class ba. he n wei ting's conversation alone can jus make e class feel more lively lor... he most of e time engage in almost any conversation... ya la, on other word, tok crap la, lol...
17. chin ping: wa, she alwae red face de, esp when she lauf until she cannot tahan, tt was e reddest... i saw tt 2dae durin pe lesson ba... her face is lyk very frustrated durin high blood pressure lor, si bei red man, can almost compare wif blood le leh... relac la 'pinkz'....
18. renjie: oh, he man sia, of cos bballer la. likes to tok 'tong nian wang shi' wif henry n audrey ma, u noe, thy all chung cheng de ma, most of e time tok abt deir sch de... envy... i wan tok abtmy sch oso, but no partnmer to tok to lor... anyways, he bballer rite? his lan di very strong, once he grab e ball @ lan di, no chance of blockin his ball le, e ball will jus qie ban den chop... haha, tt's his favourite move....
WA, tt's all 4 my ct ppl, of cos includin mi la. sian, 3 more days to c deir faces... i hope thy r feelin bu she de now, so tt there may b even a very slim chance of appealin back to ny, hopefully back in e same class lor...
memories.... my og... my ct... tchrs.... i miss u all.
My thought of the day: A true friend. he will not always b wif u tokin face to face, but will b smsin or chatin online or even letters 4 u. A true friend. he will not wish u good luck, but will ensure tt u will do it based on your own abilities. A true friend. he will walk down the journey of life wif u, in mud or on concrete, be it under hot sun or biting cond. A true friend. he will not only get you out of trouble, but also puts u into it. A true friend. he not only accepts your weaknesses, but will want you to face it openly. A true friend. he will copy most of your strengths, but will make most of your weaknesses his habit. A true friend. he will always like you forever.
I'mma Touch the Sky!
5:40 PM
Thursday, February 23, 2006
BOM! .... crashed!!!! ---- into AJ 2dae
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.....yawnz..... jus woke up.... at 5.53am in e mornin, accordin to my w800 alarm. ya, sure is, but den i switch off again. .... y? aiya, wait 4 e nxt alarm zai shuo ba......
.... 6.03am. tt stoopid fon played its stoopid music alarm again. dis time i woke up. eh???? so late meh??? u r late for ny le!!!! NO!!!! i not goin ny 2dae, HAHAH. i 2dae doin sth very special: crash aj 2dae. lol. wil asked mi earlier whether wan to crash aj or not la, i say ok lor, since i very sian of ny le, i go c deir school for FUN la.
wil asked mi to wait 4 him @ admiralty 1st cabin 1st dr. wa! 7am!!!! by den i b in e bus on e way to ny le. he still not here yet @ 7am!!!! he came few mins later, abt 7.05am. wa, so late, nxt time i can try 6.40am wake up if i eva tio aj(but tt's not goin to happen, bcos u r nvr goin to b posted to aj... HAHA). finally c him come, den we go to school liao.
so fast, after 15 min reach yio chu kang le. alighted, walk quickly to aj front gate. i look @ e time. wa, 7.20am. song bo, dis time i shud b in school takin attendance liao, y here still walkin? wil told mi earlier tt once reach mus b ready 4 mari kita le, wa so true, we run, run run, past e discipline tchr, hu stopped all 'latecomers' jus after mi man, so heng sia.... now den i noe by e meanin of 'just in time for assembly'. lol. we jus kept running lor, den heng, jus nice, reach wil's class le, we stood @ e back of e CT 1006, which is wil's CT, put our bags dwn, den immediately heard a 'BARIS, SEDIA!!!!' wa, he so zun de ar, his timing jus nice, ready 4 assembly sia, pei fu pei fu. ok, since tt rajah lanan or wadeva name de(i dunno how 2 pronounce haha) he passed away yesterday 3.15pm, we had to stayt a bit longer to hear e dunno hu to say sth abt his dunno wad achievements or wad de la( i dunno wad's e word for tt message...)...
ok le, after tt bit longer assembly, dismissed assembly. ok, wad now? for wil's class is chem tutorial. he said chem tchr very strict, dun allow crashers, so... i go canteen zuo bo lor. go canteen, omg, jus s my ct fren gerald said, dissappointed sia. e canteen size is lyk half e size of ny's la, e stalls r oso half e size of ny de la. omg, e bench r lyk so squeezed 2gether lor, so... not much movin space la. aiya, anythin, i not goin to stay in aj anyways.. haha. i jus go buy 2 sandwich(wa, it is cheaper than ny de la, 60can sia) den go fin a remote spot n eat while takin out my econs n revise lor. i c aj de, all mugger la, free period all takin out notes read, do hw, wadeva wif books n stuff. Not lyk ny, so slack, chat, play, drink, even play daidi lor. nvm, try to kill time, so took out a whole stack of econs to read n try e qns. at least killed 1r2 n hour, e rest of e time i walk around e school, 'admiring' the campus, 'impressioning' myself wif dissappointment. lol. e corridors look very old la, e paints peelin off walls, e paths spilled wif paint, ... even the toilet cubicle doors, omg, u shud look at its door man, u try pushin it open, it will creak lyk eeeeeeeeeekkkkkk, eeekkk, eek, ek .... ek, eek, eeekkk, eeeeeeeeekkkkkk, ... poom! haha, e creakin goes lyk dis. so 'INTERESTIN'. heng ar, i hab taped e whole process down n let gerald c la, he shud b cryin wif laughter away la, scorning the 'newness' of dis school... c so many familiar faces here, so suang, tok to dem, feel so 'qing qie', aiya, much more shu ren here than ny la...
ok. 8.45 le. wil said he would brin e whole class down 2 e bball court. hmm... i searched around e school, found 2 courts. ok. i wait there, c if thy arrived or not. huh? 9 le, still no sight of a soul??? cud i hab.... gone e wrong place? little did i realise tt e ans was wrong. ya. there seems to hab a 'hidden' bball court bside e tennis court tt was bside e 2 bball courts. haha, aj seems small, but small s a maze la. reach there le, play wif dem, 1st time 4 fun. till 9.40 liddat, den we had to zao 4 physics lecture le. haha, wil, raymond, wayne all pon, so i oso pon la(anyway i can dunnid to go la). dun care, so change bac to sch uni, den go student lounge slack there la. wa, oso so many ppl ponin physics la! so many cat high ppl de, we gather play daidi wif fhm cards brot by raymond. ohoh, it's more lyk we lookin @ e pictures on e cards rather than play daidi la! haha, man r liddat de ma.....
aiya, sian le, now time is 11. go canteen walk a while, buy foolscap, buy drink, saw yi heng, tok to him a while la, den zao to bball court le. wa, e sky is damn bastard la, i mean the person on top of mi(god), c mi wan top play purposely push mi back in shelter, showered a 'tub' of rain onto e compound. haix, sian, cant play in e rain, had to wait in e shelter for e rain to stop lor. den tchr come saw mi in school shorts say, eh, pls, change into ur pe shorts la, i noe cat high ppl always wear green pants pe de, but hor, school rulez is school rulez.... rambled e tchr on n on... i no choice, but to 'made a passageway thru my head 4 e rambling' 4 abt a minute, den i said okok, den thy zao le. i waited n waited n waited, rain still wunt stop. no choice, but to listen to 'jing yu liang yan', go change, den miraculously, e rain stopped. oh heng ar, continue bball le.
play till 12.15pm, dismissal for some classes. wil's n geng liang's r d ismissed. den thy all chiong here to play. 2v2 for abt 1r2hr. ok, quite fun but sian, kip rotatin teams, den no more. after tt, i try half court @ e other end, cos my side there in front got cars, if airball zham deir windscreen is BIG trouble le. omg, doh e consequences r not tt bad, it still is a bad one. aiya, my ball airball s usual, but bounce damn high, PAST e fencin of tennis court, den locked itself in 1 corner of e court. wa lau, so suay, tio so many unlucki thing le. pls, no more pls... i tot. sian wad to do? walked around e tennis court tryin to find some unlocked gated so tt i can access myself into it, den saw alvin tan n zhi jue finish class le, thy r lyk SHOCKED to c mi lor. ahha. thy told mi tchrs dun lyk cat high ppl, so is very hard to ask 4 e keys into e court. some more thy all went for lunch le, den no one to get e ekeys even if thy realli r willin to lor, so is my bball realli stuck inside.. forever? hmm.. not realli in e end.. we tried all ways n means to get e ball into a easier position, den try use various methods to brin it over e fence, but of cos to no avail la. lucki, LUCKI, wil's pe tchr come le, he quickly asked him 4 e keys, since thy tot of him s a nice person. of cos, thy r right, he smiled, agreed, n wil folo him to e pe ofice to get e keys 4 e court. sian wasted so much time tryin to bring e ball over when keys r available so easily...
we tried continuin but e person above mi is boey songliao, peed on us again. wa sian, took selter in e classroom nearest to e bball court again. go in, c ppl doin wad square lashin, i oso try do 1 lor. omg, my lashin so loose de, i twist a bit e whole thing lyk very lax le. sian, lucki i dun hab campcraft badge, if not it's very xia suay la. spent 15 mins jus 4 1 lashin, it's a bit damn long... when finally completed. i dun care le la, loose oso nvm lor, anyway i crasher, y do such things 4 em? haha. ok, tie finish le, rain oso stop le, go out 4 another round of bball la. omg i go out play a while, wayne jus come out den rain again. wa, y so suay ar? i oso dunno y la. hab to go back in lor. sian, wait another few ins b4 rain stopped again. ok, dis time no more rain. we play, .... play play... until 4 plus.... fun sia. but in e middle, i tio a few accidents. 1st 1: kah hwee throw 3 pter, i at lan di, waitin to catch rebound, but it was a surprise lor, e ball hit off target, rebound, and ya, to mi, to MY FACE!!!!! FLAT!!!! omg, hit my specs, dented e specs, n e specs jus pushed hard onto my face, ouch, damm pain sia! i nearly concussed, lucki i kena hit dunno how many time le, so used to it, not much injury la. second 1 worse, i try do layup, dribble past most of e defenders, den reach where chuan ting is, i try to shun her, turned my head, and suddenly felt a sudden 'ouch!' on my forehead. oh, hit kah hwee. dis time is realli painful man, got concussed. wa, e impact is damn huge la, my brain was jerked, blood circulation almost STOPPED by tt jerkin lor... heng i recovered... if not realli go hospital le... eh come 2 think of it, y 2dae in aj so UNLUCKI AR? 1st: went X place. 2nd: tio scoldin by tchr: 3rd: rain. 4th: ball locked inside tennis court. 5th: face zhammed by ball. 6th: head collision. wow, 6 unlucki things happened to mi in aj. hmm.. tt taught mi 1 thing: nvr go crash jc, u will realli b crashed instead.
ok la, si bei tired le, 4.50 plus le, so hungry, not eaten lunch sia, stomach growlin. was thinkin of mac, mouth waterin over tt 'super-sized fries n coke. wa, i wanna eat tt! waited n waited for e rest of wil's class to go makan 2gether. den suddenly kai feng called out to mi, passin her hp to mi, i was lyk huh? omg, i shock him, he shock mi back, it was alvin tan! wa, he wanted mi to crash aj tmr, how cud it b possible??? wa lau, he wan to play bball wif mi sia, look lyk so many ppl miss mi alot ba... lol. i hope tt wasnt e case ba. ok. hang up le. finally, ok le, all present le, go mac 2gether ba. come on, gogogo! go j8 eat. thy wan go long john, i shua da pai, insist go mac. haha, thy c mi crasher must gimme mian zi ma, in e END go mac lor. main reason? no space at long john haha, ci nai tian yi. wa, feelin damn hungry, ordered 1 fillet meal n 1 big mac meal, both upsize. of cos finished dem all la, except 4 e drink wich i took realli long to consume till left abt 1r7 left. den we tok, tok tok, ..... from 6 plus till 8 plus tokin any crap we can find... from bball to dota.. from school to ghost stories.. anythin. i realli enjoyed deir conversation, so interestin... anyways, time to 'gun hui niang jia le', we all say bye bye to each other, den 'ge zou ge de'. hmm.. i shudnt say bye bye, i shud say hou hui wu qi, cos i nvr goin to c dem again... sobz....
wa, tt was a fruitful experience in aj. tt would b my last time in aj. unless got competitions allowin entry to aj for wadeva meetin or contest or wadeva de.. den zai shuo ba. sobz... end le....
My thought of the day: Academically there are two types of ppl: mainly IQ n EQ ppl. IQ ppl are better at sciences and maths, whereas EQ ppl are better at language and humanities. so, in order to do well for all subjects, make sure your IQ & EQ r equally high.
I'mma Touch the Sky!
10:09 PM
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
COM SPOIL...so sian!!!
pai sei, pai sei, i shud b bloggin last thursday n yesterday de, but hor dunno wad happen la, last thursday de i cant c on my blog leh... i press e publish buttonle, it oso show a page sayin, blog 100% published. wtf, i go to e blog page, eH, no hav leh! i go back to e bloggin page again hor, pregg again, bt 2 nop avail... haix.. dun care le, jus press until can wei zhi, .... .... ... ....... ...... ok. finally can le, i c e blogg le, GOOD. i log out le. TO MY SURPRISE, monday, i login again, ... OMG!!! WTF, the blog gone again liao, wah sian, i spent lyk dunno how many minutes typin down my blog den suddenly disappear into vacuum sia, cant find my blog ANYWHERE!!!! na bei, efforts down the drain..
com. OMG, both spoil man! oh, tt's last wk. haha, both sia, no com to play le leh.. so sian. nth to play, except handphome tt alien scum, play till pek cek le, keep dyin for no reason... wa lau. the first 1 is the black de, dunno wad happen after my sis use, den next time i use den cannot le, so pissed... unable to find out e root of e prob lor. then, left e white com la. we use it, usage veryt concentrated lor, i use till halfway had to stop for sis or father, zhong zhi, usage time somehow limited liao lor. wan play dota train oso cannot lor, can limit onli for lyk 40 mins, den cannot finish... maple hor every now&den must afk let father use den wad wad wad de... wa, now den i realise tt coms mean so much in our lives...
ya. for today. 1 word 2 describe: BORING. morning go school s usual, den i suddenly c sum familiar face: shawn how. wa, he come crash ny ar? ooh, i tink is jus 4 fun de la, he in cj, wud he wan to change? i tink not. tok wif him a while, den we all go assembly le. wa, surprise! lee yan yan our ct tutor not here man! look lyk i hav to qing zi take attendance of my ct w-o tchr's assistance. heng ar, i got practise for last few wks, now i got a bita experience, den work mluch easier. haha, lucki took finish b4 the 'sedia' command. ... ... ... ... ... lessons s per normal, but somehow durin 1st lesson, physic tutorial we all feel lyk.... SLEEPING.... zzZ... the whole class... lyk very shhhhh............. only heard e air con n e fan n e tchr ramblin ON & ON... lol. end le, i was almost unable to refresh myself, feelin tt kind of sleeping... attitude. realli is boring.. nxt is gp. worse, the leturer jus @#$&!@&$@*$@#^$^@.... doh very very very very borin, but no choice, alot of info hidden in btwn e lines, no choice la, but to absorb RELUCTANTLY. haix... my brains are not even warm up yet den overclock le, very unstable, anytime can 'break down'. i may jus faint anytime... lucki after tt got break, i chiong to canteen to get myself a coffee to perk myself up for another .. 1hr! hai hao ar, tchr not here 4 e last lesson onli 1 hr more to dismissal instead of 2hrs.. haha.
now ar, the school like still so slack.. isit waiting for the postin result to b out den can serious abt syllabus? cos i noe tt many ppl r out of ny le, den hor thy teach oso no use, cos other sch r oso tchin same stuff by e time thy got there, so no pt tchin now when others r willin to do it. haha, slackin strategy sia, tou lan, lol.
finally, my maple ahteolaugau LEVEL UP!!! after 3 weeks of tiring training n hunting, i finally level up le. actually, e time taken is enuf 4 mi to train from 67 to 68 le, considering the experience gained... haha, die 3 times, the exp add up hor is ... wa lau, damm lot liao lor! nvm. i lvl up le, things will b different for mi le... doh i not tt hiong abt maple(now startin to direct toward DotA), but i will still try to chiong until @ least a decent level, den can HAO LIAN haha...
My thought of the day: Talk about your weaknesses. Don't talk about others'. It has nothing to do with you. Reflect about your mistakes, your weaknesses that are exposed for the day, try to correct any mistake that you discovered in the day. This way, the mistakes exposed will just become fewer and fewer...
I'mma Touch the Sky!
8:41 PM
Monday, February 13, 2006
another OG outin
haix.... today no school sia, off day for all past yr o level graduates.. HAHA. get 15 pts, wa, dunno y i like very satisfied deep in my heart, doh it is like damn sucky la. ppl gettin 8, 10, 12 already cryin but i was like so happy at my 15!!!! wth, wad m i thinkin?? 2 subjects fail some more, wa lau, still hai happy de chu lai??? my mind got problem sia. anyways, e deadline is like 2 days more, i can man man lai lor.
today off ma, so got outin. but e prob is: got 2 leh, 1 is OG, 1 is CT. wa, which 1 to choose leh? both like crash sia. it's onli either 1, or dun go 4 both lor. dunno la, i jus wait 4 ppl to remind mi den c which 1 approach mi 1st den i go which 1 lor... meanwhile i playin maple.. lol... waitin for ppl to sms mi.. is it.... a bit dua pai??? maybe lor.
time: 11.30am. no ppl call mi. but sth happened. Jankin suddenly msned mi abt 2dae's OG outin. ok i decided to go tt OG de, forget abt the CT de, thinkin of some stoopid excuses to explain y i absent from tt shyt CT outin. tok tok tok, until abt almost 12, i got myself ready to mit dem at parkway parade starbuck there, whilst jankin, still panickin abt how to go there... he there got no direct bus or wad de ma, so no wonder... in e end he had to go NY wait 4 hien den come parkway 2gether lor.. lol.
i reached e bus stop opp. marsilin mrt stn, den gerald sms mi. he told mi ths: we already finished the CT outin wif katong laksa. omg, i tot is like 1pm liddat? y no one tell mi e time changed liao? huh? i was surprised. little did i realise tt e CT outin was like much earlier lor, abt 11 plus leh. wa lau, i could hav gone 4 laksa den to parkway, but bcos of some miscommunication, i lost track of mitin time, still thinkin tt it was crash, so i didnt go lor... aiya, wasted. nvm abt e CT de la, chiong OG de. i late man, but onli to realise tt i was earlier than most of e others. OMG, i tot it was 1pm? Jankin n hien shua da pai, takin deir own sweet time, tokin "sweet nths" 2 each other, strollin up e steps PAST the starbucks, havin us to SHOUT @ dem to get deir attention tt we were here. wa lau, i wanna b dua pai next time liao la... since can b so "outstandin".... lol.
ok, thy r e last to arrive. time to order some drinks n snacks wif our voucher won from e lantern contest, all bcos of e "stoopid recycled rock-like lantern". i dunno how we won wif tt shyt wif earth colour la, but we dun care. 100 dlr sia, good lor, order, order, order, spammed abt 8 10 dlr vouchers ($80) sia, i dun c y dese few cups of hot choco(actually milo onli) plus some ice drink plus some dunno wad shyt colour bars add up to $80 sia!!!! wa, daylight robbery, but tt's starbucks. aiya, dun care lor, its' liek "free" lor, so jus order la. tok, chat, joke, eat, drink, idle there 4 abt 1 hr liddat, when we finally bear to lift our butts of our chairs n walk into e buildin itself. eh, we go onli 1st floor man, upstairs we lyk dun even gif a damn lor, browse e 1st floor, bought some items 4 valentine day(for hien onli), den zao le.
next destination: popular. parkway parade bldg dun hav, so we go some ulu ulu lookin place beside e parkway centre bldg for e popular. found it, we go in zou zou. spreaded out 4 a while, den cluster 2gether again. i try to b e odd 1 out, so i jus stand @ 1 corner readin, browsin. flippin thru pri 1 txtbks n assessment, i c e vocab so hao xiao la, imagin puttin wrong words purposely in e wrong spaces... HAHA, i was like gigglin at my choice of words thruout... HAHAHAHAHAHA...
unknowinly, a few left... when i was still gigglin away. i jus wok to e entrance to mit e rest of dem, den zao from popular le. hmm... it's gettin late le, ..... hien said she got wad inter class com, so she zao le. erm... left mi, jankin, wei hao, kaixian, liwen n kah yan. wad to do next ar? oh ya, arcade. we go in there, play some group games 4 abt 1 hr lidat, till 6 plus, den feel bored, so i suggest play pool while wei hao had to go home 4 dinner. ok lor, we all go pool le. go there, wa, look like very few ppl liddat, we quickly book a takbe, 7ft de, cheaper ma! play play play, e girls dunno how 2 play, so thy dun wan to chu chou, sat @ 1 corner watch us chu chou instead. wa, i dunno y 1st game i so lucki, dunno how or use which kind of logic i jus deflect e ball round e whole pool table onli to send it slowly in through some corner hole lor, heng sia, aim oso so accurate, oso keep smashin e stripes into e holes, wa sei, i suddenly feel like pro le.
jus den, jia sheng came. i went out to receive him, but unfortunately he was in pe shirt. so sad, too bad. he cant come in, lol. nvm lor, sent him off packin to parkway parade to buy some valentine's items oso, jus lyk wad hien did dis afternoon. aiya, next kah yan n liwen play a game den oso zao le. left we 3 la. we played 4 another 1r2 hr liddat, den paid for e game den oso zao le. go parkway parade xiao bian, den come out, wait 4 kaixian buy old chang kee, den we all go home le, after such a long outin. @ e bus stop suddenly felt some1 push mi. omg, he's jiasheng. aiya, shud i say coincidental or planned? we tok cok 4 a while, den HAHA, my bus 966 came first, so i go le, biddin gdbye to dem lor... tt's abt e end of anotehr OG outin, this time a bit more sian... aiyas, school day ma, cant blame lor.
reach home sibei tired, coughin away like siao. wen for bath, den come back for e JAE administration. many ppl said this, which i still remembered: O level results no longer matter when thy press e "submit" button after makin deir decision. i think it is quite true. i chose le, same lame thing, put aj first, den nyj, den cj, lyk wad i put for my PAE. i press submit button, thy show a verify slip, YEAH!!!! finish. arh, now i can "rest in peace" le.
My thought of the day: our bodies are made for OPTIMAL perfection. no machine can work, or last better than our body parts. no cpu can function better than our brain. no camera can capture better views than our naked eyes. no speaker can project crisper, clearer sounds than our voice box. no sensor can be more sensitive than our 5 senses ie. eyes, ears, nose, mouth n skin. no hard disk or memory card can store more information than our brain. no vices can be more agile and flexible, and also b hold items big or small better than our own pair of hands. no transport can carry you anywhere like your legs, and through any terrain, your legs are the best and safest and most guaranteed transport. In any case, our body is made to be better than any technology available. that is the only thing we can be proud of over technology.
I'mma Touch the Sky!
10:32 PM
Friday, February 10, 2006
A fate that decides the real u....... O LEVEL results
TODAY. the fateful day that decides the destiny of more than 33,000 ppl countrywide. time: 6.50am. i woke up, damn sian, go play com... used to wake up at dis time lor.. do a bit of quest in maple lor, collectin, buyin quest items. play till 8, i tired, go lie on the bed 4 a while, den back to mapling. i was not at all xcited or anxious abt the results. i went 2 mac 4 breakfast wif my sister, tokin crap on e way to n back, idling e time away.
time drew near, n my suspense was kept low. i still not excited. y ar? isit bcos i noe my result r liddat, s expected in my brain? erm.. mayb. my brain kept no exact expectation of my results. hmm... i feel like attained enlightenment le, not to b concerned abt worldly affair, like buddha. tt is oso n achievement. yeah. ............................. 12 plus le, i stop, wen for quick bath, den got myself ready 4 school. in e mrt i was like so tired tt i was slping la, thinkin NOTHING abt e o lvl results lor.... it seem lyk evrything was expected.... lol
reach sch le, c ppl lyk not very happy face, very anxious. found my frenz tok wif dem, console dem lor... c dey like dun et 6 pts want 2 die liddat... relac la, zuo ren yao zhi zhu, s long s u can stay in ur desired jc can le. c mi, not anxious...
2 pm le, go up to hall liao, ppl earlier told mi tt tt bastard hak boon is not happy wif our results. omg, i started to anxious a little le. i tot, if best get like very high, wad grade will i get? 18? 19? ... i dunno la, i was lyk intimidated by tt sentence. i scared le. thy say cat high did very very badly dis year, even lost to neighbourhood school... hmm... really scared the tits off us liao, tokin abt how many pts can we get. den the principal started le. wa, realli scare mi sia... his tone is very sad, he look damn serious, lyk very dissapppointed liddat lor.
english: abt 48% dis, 99.7 pass. wa lau, english oso can fail, i scared it's mi sia. all e way from start of e year i had been bottoming e class in english lor, s e onli failor in eng. i scared tt 0.03%(equals to 1 person) is mi sia... i very very scared... if english fail ar, i dun even nid to go poly le, not to say jc lor...
e maths: abt 80 plus dis, 99 plus plus % pass. so easy oso can fail? dunno la. 80 plus.... s compared to 90plus dis last yr, wa, drop by a lot le. i oso scared my carelessness oso cause mi get b3 or wad de.... wa den i will b damn suay la...
a maths: damn bad. onli 67 plys % dis, 90 lus % pass. wa, lost badly to last year oso, so many ppl get like b3b4 or wad de, i scared i screw up e paper, den tio b3 or b4, even c5 c6 or even fail or... cos last time b4 prelim my maths was like borderline pass onli at most... damn scared abt dis subject oso lor....
chem: wa sian, onli 49% dis, 90 plus % pass. nia, so few ppl dis chem? last year was like 60 plys lor, y fell so much? is chem paper tt hard? not realli. bt hor i was damn scared oso la, less than half got distinction, n i tot most prob i confirm not in tt better half de ma, so i think is like b4 or wad de...
physic: wa i scard the most. i TOTALLY screwed up the paper la, especially the paper 2 lor, half e paper not done. i think i at most get like c5 or wad, anyways, 50 plus dis, 90 plus pass. wa lau, most prob i in the b3 b4 c5 c6 section la, dunno y i tink physic so difficult, ppl still can get a1a2 sia... i tink dis is e onli 1 tt improved in % of dist. ba(doh e passing% dropped oso lor, damn pathetic)
combined humans: wa sei, MOST PATHETIC man. worst grade sia, onli 22-23% dis, 80 plus pass. wa, i shud b in the fail section ba, my combined humans is like f9 all the way lor.... HAHA. the grade is damn discouraging sia.
pure geog&hist. hmm... doh deprove, i think this is like the most encouragin to mi la, 60 plus % dist 4 both, 90 plus % pass. heng sia, i hope i not in tt few % hu fail... since we noe we r on e upper curve of e moderation which r able to bring us to e b4 n above plus section.... i get b4 i damn happy le, nvr get b4 n above b4...
ok, den e results r out. we got our results. damn anxious, crowdin in front of e tchr waitin for our name to b called. wa sei, i c fann ming 1 hor, he betta than mi get like so many Bs... omg sia, if such intel ppl get dis kind of stoopid grade, wad is my grade? confirm worse de, but prob i show much worse??? i scared.... Now. wa daryl got very nice results, so many As, total 11 sia, i feel happy for him...
OK now is my turn le. tchr call my name. i go in front. the sheet containin L1R5 is blocked. i shift, adjust to look at my grade la... dotx.... wad i c: 15 or wad de. WAD THE HELL???? 15? i was not dissappointed. i wasnt sad. i was astonished. omg, 15 pts astonished??? it was like so lan de grade u not sad dissappointed but shocked, astonished??? omg.... u very guai hor? 15 sia... no jc to go to, but nothin stirred in my heart... is O level not impt, such tt it is like doesnt matter to mi? i lyk no response to it sia, when ppl r so damn anxious to it....
i try to compare wif others. wa, wad i hear: 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, A LOT!!!! realli. alot. few 6 pters, alot of double digit. around 40 50 plus got single digit, ie. 6 to 9. so many tio 10 to 12 la, abt 100 plus liddat... wa sei, if all dese go aj, sian, DOMINATION le.... lol... i go look at duak, wil, kr result. omg! their grades are damn astonishin to mi lor, wil got 10!! 10! how he do tt ar? wa, he so many As, 3 1s, 2 2s, 4 3s. total 10 la. very good lor, gimme tt grade can le. duak is expected. his 8 pts like very easy can get lor.... wa sian... kr is unexpected. he tio 14 sia, 6 b3s, 1 b4, 2 a1s. omg, he cannot stay in nj le, he was almost cryin... sobz. he was complainin abt hes pts, all round e 4-11 kia. aiya, i oso dunno e reason behind it lor, he nvr play, y liddat? hmm.. answer?: only he noes. he is qite good ma, he shud get abt 8 or 9 de, y tio such a grade? aiya... dunno la.. i feel like huggin him n askin him to cheer up... cryin le la...
anyways, we try to cheer up. dun think abt bad things le. we go matthew haus cheer up. yeah. on e way, bok call mi, askin abt my result, we tok abt 9 min, wa lau, waste abt 3 4 $$$$ sia... kr ma, he nid to call his mother abt his results. his tone like damn sad la.... feel lyk cryin again... we go matthew haus can fa xie as much s we can. we first tok, voicin our hearts out, tokin abt jc, jc, jc... tok finish go to game. guo hui play warcraft, mi, wil, duak, kr, zhengcong n vincent play blackjack, mattthew play both, interchangably. haha, i pair wif kr, in e end lost abt 3 4 dollars, even havin to dig out $$ from my wallet... sian. great loss man.... gamblin is not good sia, but is fun, hoho... we dunno strategy, time. blackjack when our bet is like 10 cents, kena pay double when we bet 1 dollar.... wa, suay sia... den we play bridge. omg, beginner ma, our hands doh very good(i got 4 kings) we still like anyhow play lor... anyhow chu pai, destroyed our partners, no strategy, nvr use brain de, aiya, noobs ma, sad to say i the most pro in the game lor...
chiong till 7 plus, we stop le, as if the frenship end here. sad,.... i feel like playin a while more, bt matthew family wan go outin le, so bo bian la. time to go home bao result le. damn scared la, dunno wad my parent will say la... i rather no comment lor, cos thy always wet blanket de, suanning mi all e way... aiya fan la.. so how? which jc? TO B UNDER SERIOUS CONSIDERATION....
My thought of the week: sometimes it is better to have no other option than have more options. because what is the most heartbreaking is the opportunity cost... the things that u gave up at an option... the feeling is like u have to give up alot of things just for one item. i saw someone close to mi experiencing that.. ouch, even my heart breaks... i wan badly to give him the shoulder to lie on n cry... he looks so sad... thinkin of it make mi cry...
I'mma Touch the Sky!
9:23 PM
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
My desire
All of us have desires, no meh? if no desire we haf no meaning in life liaoz.... for mi i tink i got alot. of cos ma, got more, hu mind? the more the merrier ma, so more desires no harm wad. i sure every1 will have at least 1001 desires, or shud i say wishes, to fulfill. mi? i diff. i not much wishes, bt quite alot of desires. Note: desire n wishes r not interchangable. u cant make desire bcome wish or vice versa.
hmm.... desire no. 1: possess psychic powers. wad i desire most. imagine havin to jus levitate around the world, or teleport, or do some awesome tricks tt ppl WILL NOT believe... wow! tt would b a sight. den i can do wadeva i wan, using the power of illusion, as usually defined from "psychics". ppl will not believe wad i was able to do, an i will leave dem to confusion and astonishment, wishing tt thy will hav e same powers as mi... tt would b great, ppl will treat mi very, very differently s deir other frenz...
desire no. 2: b a very philosophical person. i wan to hav many many questions in my head pondering abt the world's problems, and understand more abt human nature. being able to create "optimal" solutions will calm down the disaster tt e world is currently facing. the first one i wud wan to change is the word "greed". bcos of tt, rise n fall of economy exists. bcos of tt, corruption, occurred. bcos of tt, we c powers tt r previously shared by e world collecting 2ward certain minor parts of e world. bcos of tt, we c inequality n injustice btwn breeds. bcos of tt, the words "inferior" n "superior" are formed(many other words tt r invented due to e word "greed" in fact). So, wad i desire to do, ....... is to try level the inequality, reduce the greed of all living things in e universe, spread power n peace equally among all. if possible to 'squeeze' into my desire, i wann to put in oso, my creation of my own philosophy, my own religion. to get my followers to learn my philosophy, to expose ourselves 2 e light of peacefulness, equality and non-discrimination among all of us.
desire no. 3: transform the world back into the past, where there is no usage of fuel. OMG, i m damn shocked by e usage of 2dae's oil daily usage la, more than 1bil tons of oil used every day u noe!!! imagine there is empty air occupying the space e oil initially occupied, den pressure occur, den the crust sucked inwards into e earth, resultin in the surface of e earth getting smaller, n smaller n smaller.... until e water enuf 2 cover e land le... tt wud b damn pathetic. all solids slowly converting into gases... as if e world is vanishing into thin air... i very scared. NO way i wan it to happen, bt just tt you xin wu li, wan to do oso cannot la...
my wish: lead a carefree life, not lonely bt alone. oops, shud b e other way rond, alone bt not lonely.... lol. i wanna hav frenz, partners(if possible), family, bt b not disturbed by dem in my own private life. in other words, not takin my solitude when offerin mi company. wow, seems difficult for dem... hope thy wil b aberl 2 du so... or i try 2 compromise, lower my expectations... lol.
OKZ.... tts abt most of my desire n wish le.... i dun wish 4 much... doh i may hav some other worldly wishes, desires n so on(all bcos of e word 'greed')... hope my mind is 'clean' la... hahaz.. hope ppl wil change 4 e betta...
My thought of e day: So far, nobody has eva seen my true potential, not even myself. bt i think my brain hinted to mi sometime earlier, in my dreams... waiting to b uncovered... can somebody try to take up e challenge, try to break e barrier tt locked my true power n unleash my full potential? plz.... i waiting for this day where my true pwr break free n runs thru e whole mi....
I'mma Touch the Sky!
8:34 PM
Saturday, February 04, 2006
erhem, sick these 4 days....
wednesday. jus woke up early in the morning, only to realise tt my throat felt sore. i tried swallowing, and ouch, damn pain man! tt pain jus woke mi up completely. in school ar i oso cant concentrate, i was feelin abit giddy sia. go home i slept straight away. from 3 to dunno when lor, dun even care abt com liaoz... switch on, on maple, msn messenger, den go to sleep le. until 6 plus, i woke up, filing damn hot. wa, i got fever. cannot tahan le, i quickly go bath, eat quick dinner, den chiong to doctor. wa doctor's queue so long, took 1 hr to come to my turn onli 2 hear e doc say, u got fever, throat ulcer. wth?! wad is throat ulcer ar? nvr heard of tt. den she say my ulcer broke, tts y got blood. urgh, dunno wad to say la... got a few "interestin" medicine, paid, den zhao liao.
thursday. the pain still persists la, of cos. u think dis med work wonder can heal immediately meh?? now got an added sickness: cold. running nose. ahchooo!! tts wad i did during lectures. wa, this day got pe sia, got fever, sore throat still can do?? nvm la, lucki is play some frisbee game shyt, a bit lack lor.. quite interestin howeva. i felt much moar energetic le.. yeah. at nite, i had to buy a present for my mortal or demon or angel or wadeva thy call la... budget $5. wa, i no $$ le leh, still nid 2 du dis? y?? i dunno e purpose of dis la, bt i bot it anyways. den ltr i reach home, my father fren come le. wa, first family comin to visit us man!!! so honoured. my parents tok to dem for quite a while, while i go on training maple wif danny, n got a tobi bt gif to him le. at 10 plus very late le, thy left le, and the countdwn to virus attack started. 12mn sharp. hmm... tts it man, i tot. no more coms liao, i was like a bita sad ma.
friday. heng sia, shortest day of the wk man. school ended damn early abt 10 plus. woot! we chiong out of school, aiming to be out of campus by 11. aiya, den we see so earli, go out for lunch lor. ohya btw, we brot our presents to give to our "mortals". wa, i gave chin ping a necklace, n she was like a bit..... stunned. aiya... no time to chus properly, so i jus pick 1 necklace for her lor... den xi ying gave her present to mi, she got mi a... wow! fire extinguisher!!! no la, small sized fire extinguisher-like lighter la. appearance is the fe, bt is actually a lighter. wa, i like it man! cool man! anyways, at lunch i was like playin wif it for a while, den by wee ter. eh!? got light oso de leh!! wa sei, lighter cum torch!!! i like it! too bad is for decorative purposes lor.... after lunch we go the place where previously held the campus superstar. we play abt an hour of big 2 n bridge there, den folo by heart attack. aiya, my hand so long nvr pain so much le, dis time like wahh!!! damn pain sia. fun time isnt it? time to go. aiyo... felt like a part of frenship le, we split in diff ways, some go dis way, some tt.... my heart like wan to sui le...
at nite, we went for the rehearsal for zhuang yi da you xing, the chingay parade. my parent say 7.30 start, my foot la! dragged all the way to 8.30 plus den start proper parade. wasted an hour man! anywayz, it is quite interesting, the parade quite nice, a lot of wonderful performances. chio ar!!! until 10 it all ended we went home. pissed man, ask my parent help mi buy a drink oso cannot, thy like walkin damn slow sia, i no choice, jus rush to 7-11 grab a bottle, paid n just gulped half a bottle into my mouth. my throat hurts... not from tt ulcer, but from thirst. i niao ji, thy try help mi look for toilet, thy like strolling to evry buildin to look...???? when there is one mrt toilet jus not far away... omg. aiya... had to do dese myself nia.....]
SATurday. dotx... filling much better now, doh still no voice. tired man, my back ached... thinkin abt nxt wk's o level result, i veryvery scared..................
my thought of the day: make decisions yourself. do not let others make for you, because of every 10 decisions others make for you, 8 of them are wrong and not to your ideal decision. your decision is always the best.
I'mma Touch the Sky!
8:48 AM
about me
zhiheng. aka. ahteo.
18
31/8
si ling, cat high, nanyang Jc, Innova Jc
slack, bball, com, ...
Likes
.bball!.
.chickenrice.
.my W800.
.slackin.
.alone.
Dislikes
.BithcheS.
.BackstabberS.
.BootlickerS.
.zhuainess.
.toking crap.
.fakers(like me).
Wishlist
korean n taiwan drama?
less pressure
alone outside, overnight
a more happening life than now
a more cheerful mi ;P
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