T O U C H T H E S K Y !

Touch the Sky - Kanye West feat. Lupe Fiasco

I gotta testify, come up in the spot looking extra Fly......For the
day i die, I'ma touch the Sky.........
gotta testify, come up in the spot looking extra Fly......For the
day i die, I'ma touch the Sky

Back when they thought pink Colors'll hurt the R.O.C
Before Cam got the shit to pop
The doors is closed
I felt like Bad Boy's Street Team
I couldn't work the L.O.X
Now lets go...
Take em back to the plan
Me and my momma hopped in that UHaul Van
Any pessimist I aint talk to them
Plus I aint have no Phone in my apart- a-ment(apartment)
Let's take em back to the club
Least about an Hour I stand on Line
I just wanted to dance
I went to Jacob an hour after I got my advance
I just wanted to shine
Jay's favorite Line "Dawg in due Time"
Now he look at me Like " damn, dawg you what I am"
a hip hop legend
I think i died in the accident
Cuz this must be heaven!

I gotta testify, come up in the spot looking extra Fly......For the
day i die, I'ma touch the Sky.........
gotta testify, come up in the spot looking extra Fly..(yeah)....For the
day i die, I'ma touch the Sky

Now let them High a i i i i. la la la la la la (top of the world baby, on top of the world!(Repeats 2X)

Back when Gucci was the shit to rock
back when slick rick got the shit to pop
I do anything to say i got it
Damn those new loafers hurt my pocket
before anybody wanted K. West beats
me and my girl spent a buffet at KFC
Dawg i was having nervous breakdowns
Like man these niggas that much better then me?
Baby, Im going on a Aeroplane
and i dont know if I'll be back again
Sure enough I sent the plane tickets
But when she came to kick it
things became diffrent
any girl i cheated on
sheets is skeeted on
couldnt keep it at home
thought i needed a Nia Long
im trying to right my wrongs
but its funny them same wrongs help me right this song
NOW

I gotta testify, come up in the spot looking extra Fly......For the
day you die, you gon touch the Sky you gon touch the sky Baby Girl!!!
testify, come up in the spot looking extra Fly......For the
day you die..You gon touch the SKY!!!!

Yes! Yes! Yes!
Guess whos on Third
Lupe Steal Like Lupin the Third
Here like year til I'm beer on the curb
Peach fuzz buzz but been on the verge
Lets slow it down like were on the syyurrp
Bottle shaped body like Mrs Butter worth
But, before you say another word
Im back on the block like im layin on the street
Im trying to stop lying (Lion) like I'm Mum Ra
But im not lying when im laying on the beat
En Garde--Touche' Lupe cool as the unthawed
But i still feel possessed as a gun charge
come as correct as a Porn star
In a fresh pair of steps in my best foreign Car
So, i represnt the first
Now let me end my verse right where the horns
are Like Unhhh

I gotta testify, come up in the spot looking extra Fly......For the
day you die, you gon touch the Sky you gon touch the sky Baby Girl!!!
testify, come up in the spot looking extra Fly......For the
day you die..You gon touch the SKY!!!!

We back at home baby, Yeah
Sky high
Im, Im sky high (Repeats 4 times)

Sky Ungh Sky high
Im Im Sky high

Yeah keep it rolling ...Yeah!!
Ungh
Feels good to be home, baby(echoing)
Feels good to be Home(echoing)

Monday, April 30, 2007

happy day?

today i dragged myself up again, after 5 hrs of sleep since 12+am. ya, the same "routine".

went off just after a early morning rain. felt so so cold walking to school sia...

did a bit of morning run. and 50 mins later went for another 10km run with raj and winston. so nice. i pespired ALOT. ya my whole shirt was literally soaked in some NaCl (aq). squeeze got water come out de. nonehteless it's fun running 10km just like that. within 53 mins. yeah.

i ran 12.4km in 2 hrs. yeah. cheers to me!

...
..

i din doze off as much now during lectures. though i had quite little sleep. hmm, guess the run did some help afterall.

my shirt really stinks. -.-

though tired, i do seem quite happy. AA guy. haha. thanks raj.

caught tetty playing tennis! good ball!

wc came at 8+, with his nice nice experiences abt the induction camp. haha. can see he is liking his ODAC now.

can someone give me a chance to lead the campfire? haha....

did i just... suspected aomeone for nothing?

I'mma Touch the Sky!
10:45 PM

Thursday, April 26, 2007

nice run. =)

lol. let me start off with/...

happy bdae aixin!

lol.

ok la. din feel that sleepy for the day though i slept like only 5 hrs. and it was raining.

lol. peck ha confiscated my porky which i have been eating for 1r1r2 hrs le.

sorry joey. din noe moment causes such great impact.

atc trg. 10.8km according to dwayne. across fields, along roads, up the pavement. i like it. though i gonna run until my legs break man. and i held my SHIT for like... 6km? wow. nice run la. and while shitting the pespiration are like leaking onto my u________ la... shows the amt of pespiration.

leg din cramp. but blister. now i noe stitch can be recovered if u k-e-e-p r-u-n-n-i-n-g. =D

no money to buy drink! sob sob..

VJ 5 - 2 IJ. wow. VJ team is like sprinting across the whole field la. defender can just chiong back to defend from the attacking position even before the IJ goalkeeper started zhamming. not bad. reminds me of the 26th batch soccer team. =D

then played bball. when i was so shack after the run. bball skills rusty le. but still an okay for me today. wc me jiansheng and weilian.

again, chased off by the gatekeeper again! =DD

these few days i GONNA try making the OREO drink. i wan see how good/bad mine tastes as compared to the one sold in school. (keep this mum for stall 8 pls...)

i love ODAC.
it's getting interesting these few weeks.
really interesting.
happening.
whoo!
show the ODAC spirit people!

ODAC!
WHOOSH!

i will nvr forget
this very day.

I'mma Touch the Sky!
11:30 PM

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

self-reflection again.

lol. today is kinda ok... just that i was kind of sleepy. since lunch. argh.
alvin and peck ha and zalinah caught me. lol.

porky. our class's fav. food from now on.

and some of us were like trying to pose as the top scholars in our school, trying to imitate their poses on the newspaper articles. (the ones jumping)

daidee is kinda fun. in class and at canteen. won quite a number of rounds even with sucky hands. raj and clarence tried so so hard to beat me. collaboratious shit. (wadeva i call that)

"zalinah your friend ar???" got me lmao. so so funny la. raj, good one.

got chased by the gatekeeper again. this time with clarence. lol.

today quite a happy day, though sleepy. argh.

very tired and sleepy.
i dunno why.
i noe is mainly cos of lack of sleep...
but somehow i sense that other factors contribute to it as well.
hmm. maybe cos of night cycling...
or that i was under intense mental stress that tired my brain out...
or is it a sign of withdrawal? that i am avoiding the brutality of reality.
not sure.

off to do my own report.
bye.

I'mma Touch the Sky!
9:34 PM

Monday, April 23, 2007

night cycling.

woohoo. so damn tired la.

night cycling frm sat to sun. hmm. nice one.

1st time having to break traffic rules like nobody's business...
cycling like winston (2) at 40+ 50km/h on telok blangah rd...
speeding down the slopes like snowballs at remarkable speed as well...
well that's the advantage of being the last man.
=D
eating nutella bread under the lorry.
nice. though it looks kind of dirty.
i literally ate the bicycle oil with the bread.
and it tastes so nice.
=D
cycling at the break of dawn.
wow. the morning scenery is as nice as that of the night scenery.
took photos along the way on the bike.
=D
cramped.
from telok blangah ALLTHEWAY to east coast park.
pain. pain. pain. for ard 10km,
and i am still enduring and speeding
having to take care of everything in the front
when i was all the way at the back.
wow.

so tired.
having to man the whole cohort.
at times i sure go "seh" one.
no wonder got tekaned by tchrs and the others like hell.
=(
sorry.

but hope the participants enjoy.
ny participants are an enthu lot!
ij's as well!

ended on a tired note.
but at least everyone is fine
(but not everything)
lost blinkers, spoilt gears, damaged bikes, etc etc.

haix. incurred a big big loss.

mac for breakfast.
hotcakes. i really dun feel like eating though i was damn hungry.
argh. not enough of milo. thirsty sia, less than 1l of water for me thruout the whoe trip.

went home after that with nik gary aixin and liting.
liting rich girl sia, take cab home...
gary and nik chose to go goli-mrt instead.
left me and aixin.

sorry ar,
too sleepy and drunk,
kept leaning towards u when i doze off.
xD

she alighted at dover.
sian.
i continued sleeping,
almost missed jurong east.
lucky i sober enough to hop my way out of the mrt.

argh.
2 hrs of sleep is definitely nt enough.
i wan sleep more!!!
as if i can.

thanks hor mummy,
drag us go toa payoh
just to eat curry fish. =x
ok la, quite nice... BOILING curry fish.

loads of hw. argh. i hate hw. always cant set my mind doing hw. wth.

sleepy today.
...
yet i sub consciously come to realise alot of stuff.
omg. that really shocked me.
...

stayed with wc until 9pm. as usual kena chased by the gatekeeper.
hha. i love being the last person to leave the school for the day.

chances that are lost
are never to get back again.

I'mma Touch the Sky!
9:43 PM

Sunday, April 15, 2007

2nd time.

another recce trip for another grp of people.

routewise, though got some unexpected change of routes which make me lost, i think generally i fare quite ok in this aspect.

safetywise, streetwise, haix... tio meh by raj and jiang kiat until like hell.
the rest are cooperative in general. i noe u all are tired, but u all must try to absorb whatever impt info given to u la.

the feeling without tchr ard is like... makes me feel so helpless. no one to turn to cos other than me nobody knows exactly wad the whole grp are supposed to do.

lol.

riding in the rain! so cool la. though it almost became an emergency plan.

the "showers" from the drainage holes from ECP which is above us are so cool! rode through the "shower spots" and were granted a nice shower.

drenched. stinky man.

... no more to update. gtg sleep and den complete my unfinished hw le.
bye.

lol.
still thinking of u while on the road.
wad am i doing?

I'mma Touch the Sky!
9:21 AM

Saturday, April 14, 2007

lol. unexpected.

PW results for my grp:
Yiling: B
Kent: B
Lalitha: A
me: B

lol. quite nice, to me. really unexpected, i can actually get B.

when i look at those grades...
i remembered the past again
where
we started off as greenhorns of projects
where
we got scolded by seetho for our 1st piece of proposal
where
we met every week at national lib and bras basah macs
to thresh things out
where
our happiness glows brightly when our proposal is said to be quite ok
where
we surfed the whole of singapore just for that very very few locations
where
yiling would jump at the slightest bark
where
kent would go and kachao everyone with his medicinal laughters
where
lalitha would just pangseh us like nobody's business
where
i would just search for tons for info to no avail
where
we printed dunno how many sheets of paper
to do surveys
where
we waited at each school for like dunno how many hours just to get in and do only 30 surveys
where
we went to play with the german shepherds with mr chan
where
we go to each others' homes
just to type out few more lines
where
we waited "patiently" at the expense of our meals
for seetho
while doing final checks at our work
where
where we just chionged for discussion rooms
to play, talk, argue, slack, whatever inside.
where
we vented frustrations at each other at our messy WR
where
we stayed till late at night just to correct our WR
where
we even let seetho edit our work
where
seetho became as stressed as us
when it was 30 mins to deadline
and we were still not done with our WR
where
we rushed for the very last drawer
to throw our file
into that vanishing hole in the drawer
where
we brought all those bulky stuff
for the interesting rehearsals
to prepare ourselves for the final run
where
we were so so so nervous just for that decisive 1r2 hour
where all was over before we knew it.

haix.
some may be unpleasant
but i think such memories are worth a pound in our minds.
=)

and i think it's abit too late to thank seetho.
cos we like dun quite appreciate his efforts
though it was quite noob of him to keep us waiting aimlessly for hours
haha.
he still helped us alot.
thanks, seetho.
=DD

my grp members.
how memorable expereinces we had.
=D

i just dunno y.
is it cos it is unfair?
or what?

wc got his sim card!
yay! can spam msgs on him le!!!
=DD

i getting tired now.
hope someone understands my tiredness.
argh.

I'mma Touch the Sky!
12:41 AM

Thursday, April 12, 2007

AHTEO is GODLIKE!

AHTEO has just pawned NAPFA 2007 for 325 Gold!

AHTEO is GODLIKE!

haha.
din meet my expectations,
but i think my results for napfa is still satisfactory.
=)

i think i am kinda rude to mdm tetty today.
lol.
but i am those kind that really dunno how to speak with respect de
how? can someone teach me?

i am feeling damn cold.
sticky.
smelly.

yucks.

kk back to doing my stuff. bb.

I'mma Touch the Sky!
9:36 PM

screwed.

i dunno whether i should be pissed off with myself.

really.

i was really screwed.

...

i ended up sleeping in maths tutorial and econs lecture. wow.

ODAC i was even more screwed up.

i din get to teach the others at all, for belay school.

but i am quite impressed with myself in the 2.4km. haha. broke my personal record.

night cycling discussion i was like even more concussed; i din noe all the mistakes were actually created by me. nice one.

and i was like... cant get serious with them for the briefing. sian. i think all i have said is of no use la. let the proposals do the talking.

*almost crying*

ok la dwayne. relax.

...
...

left me weixiang and wc. haha. that's kinda weird man.
just got to know the world is just that small.

i am concussed. i wanna sleep.
but somehow i know i cant sleep unless i complete all i need to complete.
sian.

...
...
i really wan go alone.
can u allow?
...

I'mma Touch the Sky!
12:35 AM

Monday, April 09, 2007

pissed off with myself.

ma de.
i din manage to complete my napfa.
DNF. it makes me feel so disqualified.
haix. feel like taking the whole thing again nxt lesson.
hopefully it will get better.

can't i just endure?
i could have gotten there
but somehow
my weakness
and noobishness
has got the better of me.
when can i learn.

ponned maths and chem
wtf. pe end so late
and i havnt even had breakfast
9.40 liao and pe havnt end yet
wth is that.
dun care le.
go to class and SLEEP my way throught.
wahha.

soccer. bad weather caused the field to be puddled.
CJ vs AJ.
i saw wee beng there. NO. 12. wow. he play not bad seh.
keep seeing clusters of people in the field. u get wad i mean? like everyone's chasing for the ball like some kampong kia. and the ball is like so funny, it was supposed to fly damn far, but somehow or other it just stopped in an INELASTIC collision with the surface of the puddles on the field.
and i like the splashes made by stomping of the feet on the puddles... so nice.
anw, it's a draw, if i am not wrong; i was there for only half the match. dunno wad's going on at the 1st half.

2nd match. SA vs IJ.
haha. i like the 17 and 11. good strikers. high speed. good precision, high decisiveness. they know when to get rid of the ball. ok la, no. 2 also. =)
jeremy was inside. the no. 22. haha. good defense.
danny was the ball picker? lol...
saw boon liang and benedict yeo at the grand stand. ahha. they din see me.
weiting spotted my bald hair! lol...

SA is quite zai. though it is still that old strat of clustering, same as any other teams.
their morale very high. i can sense that. and they kind of have that sportsmanship. or at least a civilised jeering? haha. not like IJ de. lol.
of cos, SA thrashed IJ. 3-0. wow. all 3 goals at the 2nd half. 1st goal by no. 17! wooots!

lol i think i shouldnt say much more lest the IJ ppl come look for me and whack me up.

GRATS WIL FOR GETTING A 4th PLACE MEDAL!!! HAA...

so tired. i should sleep more yeah?

....

.
.

I'mma Touch the Sky!
10:32 PM

Sunday, April 08, 2007

night.cycling

the sky didnt give me face as usual... rained on me.

it is so so so SO unpredictable.

little did i realise it was a blessing in disguise. u will see.

wen to olk's house to help him install his new DVD-RW which he scouted for yesterday. it was a "omg, cock-up" attempt. but we still succeeded after i changed the whole damn IDE cable. lol.

i think i really suck at pudge. haha.

spammed my odac ppl abt the night cycling in the rainy afternoon. postponed it from 6pm to 9pm. wow. bad? we'll see.

stayed at olk's house until 7pm den set off to east coast park. took a cab, cos scared the bike shop closes b4 i reach there.

and... haix. i ended up being one of the early birds.

and 2nd cock up: sze wai. i forgot she cant cycle... and yet i asked her to come... for wad? lol... sorry sorry!!! i dunno how to compensate for ur losses...

thanks ppl for being so cooperative.

the trip was so so SO screwed. i dunno wad to say. basic stuff i can even forget.

once again, i can say i am genius. 1st time and i got almost 99% of my routes correct, without even knowing the routes. =DD

the routes are goddamn dangerous. i almost had my head run over by a BUS when i skidded just in front of the bus. funan also almost got killed when he tried to cut into a car's lane.

really, it was perilous. the danger of having buses sucking to my ass is still imprinted clearly in my mind. the sight of having no cars in the wide 4-lane road and we thought it was safe to filter to the right and suddenly a car came speeding towards our butts is kind of... scary?

i wonder how the "participants" will fare in such situations.

thanks daniel lee for his patience towards me... he scolded me much but i guess i really need to take note of his 金玉良言.

thans henry. the slopes up telok blangah hill park got us complaining. haha.
thanks once again henry. the slopes up NUS and to kent ridge park again got us almost crying all the way up.

but the scenery at kent ridge park is nice nice =)

but then i think the slopes down pepys rd and telok blangah hill park are the bestest slopes =D dangerous but soo.... wow. *speechless*

kelvin's bike met up with some prob along the way. took quite long to get it temporarily working again.

we kept searching for food centres and restaurants and coffeeshops, but we found none along our way. finally, we got lau pa sat, but daniel lee insisted we might as well go back to east coast park to eat mac if we were to eat here. lol. and winston got pissed. haha. cant blame u la. =)

so leaving dwayne and winston behind to go home themselves (they brought their own bikes, so they are free to leave) and the rest of us went back to east coast park. it seems a bit quiet without these 2 ard. haix.

and we silently went back to east coast park. reached at... 4.30am. wtf. now u see the "blessing in disguise"? if we were to set off at 6pm, we would be back at ard 1.30am. it would be like... wtf, cos we would just have to wait 7 hrs just for that shop to open. lol. heng i pushed it back (actually it was dwayne's suggestion) if not we would be spending extra 3 hrs at mac for nth.

ate early breakfast at mac. and palyed daidee. ahha. daniel lee seems interested. haha. can see from his smiling face. =))

played until 8 and finally the bike shop opened. whew. time to return bikes!

went home in cab with sheng jie shawn and funan. thanks sheng jie for the cab fare!!

20 mins wait for 963. lol.

sibei tired. rah... only had 30 mins of sleep for the whole night. ok i gtg sleep liao... bb

really thanks to dwayne and winston.
they really helped me alot
ALOT.
and thanks daniel lee for ur tolerance
towards my noobishness.
and the rest
for cooperating with me.
really, thanks.

sorry, sze wai.
i made u come for nth.
really sorry...

and sorry the rest...
i have dissappointed you...
almost got u all killed
just because of my carelessness
and forgetfulness.

I'mma Touch the Sky!
9:48 AM

Monday, April 02, 2007

CONFRONTATION

ok i shall be open for once.

MESSAGE TO YOU

you are pointing your finger at me.
i knew it already.
i know my actions will just piss you off.

but i don't know you would suffer for so long before venting it out.

i take it as a stern warning from you.
ok i shall try.
but you can't blame me for what i am.
i am like that,
pissing others off at will.

if this goes on,
just hate me.
i don't mind.
cos i am oblivious to whoever idiot/noob/genius thinks of me.
i don't give a damn, to be crude enough.

i dont't know which particular action i have done has antagonised you.
or is it just a snowball, cumulative effect?
i just wan to see.
how much u are willing to tell me.

just take note.
i shall not go to you wherever possible
lest i stimulate your anger again.

i will try keep a distance away from you if i can.
around the level of just a.... hi and bye kind of relationship?
ok...

i am still adapting.
repairing my body and mind and soul.
to get myself working again;
i have been malfunctioning for like weeks.

just give me some time,
and i shall be indifferent towards you.
and then i will try be friends with you again,
if you still give me the chance.

sorry.

noob.

I'mma Touch the Sky!
10:34 PM

Sunday, April 01, 2007

not enough sleep.

saturday. i was freaking tired. slept at 2am+ in the morning and had only 6 hrs of sleep.

then afternoon went to cwp with dwayne to meet henry's team to discuss night cycling. dwayne doesnt seem very interested. ok i guess is cos he still din noe abt the details which i wholly refused to tell him.

oh ya. 1 nice story to tell u.
on my way to cwp, 1 teenage girl stopped me. she asked me to buy some pen to "save the needy". lol. i noe that was just her job, to earn $$ for herself. i dunwan reject a chio bu like her... but i dunwan waste $$ also. a pen liddat costs $4. wtf. when last time it costs only $2. argh. guess wad i did. i took out $4 from my bag (i throw my $$ inside my bag one) and den,

me: sorry, i only have $4 with me.
girl: den buy lo! u have $4 leh.
me: lol. i still havnt eat lunch yet leh
girl: havnt u eaten, at home?
me: er.. my mother din cook, so she ask me to eat out.
girl: den ur ez link card? u can buy mac with it...
me: er... sorry i din bring my wallet along... (ma de, i really din bring.)
girl: ... huh...
me: okok... i buy i buy. i dunwan put u in a spot.
girl: ... den how u go home?
me: relax. i can WALK home.
girl: huh? how can?
another girl who was her friend cuts in.
that girl: (with suspicion) where do u stay?
me: er... CHOA CHU KANG THERE. (ya as if.)
girl: (she believed. wow.) argh! den u dun buy le... wait u cant go home...
me: nvm la, can HELP THOSE NEEDY PPL, I DUN MIND. (lol. so fake.)
girl: omg... u are such a nice guy... I love u so!
me: ... ok la ok la... take the $4 can?
girl: (abit touched, but looks abit guilty also) ok... really, u r such a nice guy...
me: ok la, i gtg le, my friend waiting for me.
girl: (took $1 which i gave her and pressed it onto my hand) nah, take this, i scared u no $$ go home.
me: lol? i got my way la, can walk back de...
girl: jus take it... please...
me: (look reluctant) ok...
girl: u r really a good person.
me: ok.. thanks... i really gtg le... bb
both girls: bb...

haha. such a nice story i made up to "play" with the 2 girls. but it was a deep burn in my pocket again. $3 leh...

back to reality. much to be discussed. and i felt concussed during the meeting. lol. i din noe wad to say anymore.

surprised that Roy is in ODAC. long time no see, my dear OG10-mate.

went down to plaza sing to rot despite my forgetfulness to take my wallet. song bo.

and then i came back. so lame.

sunday.

i slept 6 hours again. from 3+ to 9+. am i suffering from insomnia or sth?
went out to meet gerald to study. argh! i miss u lots, gerald!
and we really went to study.
at the cafe.
almost kena chased out by the waiter there, since we din buy anything for the past 2 hrs or so.
lucky gerald covered up our asses by saying "we got buy, but the cleaner cleared them."
haha.
talk cock there, about some lame shit. gerald is always that cute.
haha. walked around with him in j8. and we played street bball at the arcade together! sian he won me by 4 pts... i will jiayou to beat u de!
haha... life is never boring with u around. cya soon!

den went to tc4 with olk and wc.
screwed again.
boo.

damn shack le.
urgently in need of sleep.
time now? 12+am. and i am still blogging here. still hadda wake up in 6 hrs time to go run.
woo.
looks like this june hols i going to sleep like a log.
haha.
ok la enough crap. gtg sleep le.
bb.

I'mma Touch the Sky!
11:54 PM

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