T O U C H T H E S K Y !

Touch the Sky - Kanye West feat. Lupe Fiasco

I gotta testify, come up in the spot looking extra Fly......For the
day i die, I'ma touch the Sky.........
gotta testify, come up in the spot looking extra Fly......For the
day i die, I'ma touch the Sky

Back when they thought pink Colors'll hurt the R.O.C
Before Cam got the shit to pop
The doors is closed
I felt like Bad Boy's Street Team
I couldn't work the L.O.X
Now lets go...
Take em back to the plan
Me and my momma hopped in that UHaul Van
Any pessimist I aint talk to them
Plus I aint have no Phone in my apart- a-ment(apartment)
Let's take em back to the club
Least about an Hour I stand on Line
I just wanted to dance
I went to Jacob an hour after I got my advance
I just wanted to shine
Jay's favorite Line "Dawg in due Time"
Now he look at me Like " damn, dawg you what I am"
a hip hop legend
I think i died in the accident
Cuz this must be heaven!

I gotta testify, come up in the spot looking extra Fly......For the
day i die, I'ma touch the Sky.........
gotta testify, come up in the spot looking extra Fly..(yeah)....For the
day i die, I'ma touch the Sky

Now let them High a i i i i. la la la la la la (top of the world baby, on top of the world!(Repeats 2X)

Back when Gucci was the shit to rock
back when slick rick got the shit to pop
I do anything to say i got it
Damn those new loafers hurt my pocket
before anybody wanted K. West beats
me and my girl spent a buffet at KFC
Dawg i was having nervous breakdowns
Like man these niggas that much better then me?
Baby, Im going on a Aeroplane
and i dont know if I'll be back again
Sure enough I sent the plane tickets
But when she came to kick it
things became diffrent
any girl i cheated on
sheets is skeeted on
couldnt keep it at home
thought i needed a Nia Long
im trying to right my wrongs
but its funny them same wrongs help me right this song
NOW

I gotta testify, come up in the spot looking extra Fly......For the
day you die, you gon touch the Sky you gon touch the sky Baby Girl!!!
testify, come up in the spot looking extra Fly......For the
day you die..You gon touch the SKY!!!!

Yes! Yes! Yes!
Guess whos on Third
Lupe Steal Like Lupin the Third
Here like year til I'm beer on the curb
Peach fuzz buzz but been on the verge
Lets slow it down like were on the syyurrp
Bottle shaped body like Mrs Butter worth
But, before you say another word
Im back on the block like im layin on the street
Im trying to stop lying (Lion) like I'm Mum Ra
But im not lying when im laying on the beat
En Garde--Touche' Lupe cool as the unthawed
But i still feel possessed as a gun charge
come as correct as a Porn star
In a fresh pair of steps in my best foreign Car
So, i represnt the first
Now let me end my verse right where the horns
are Like Unhhh

I gotta testify, come up in the spot looking extra Fly......For the
day you die, you gon touch the Sky you gon touch the sky Baby Girl!!!
testify, come up in the spot looking extra Fly......For the
day you die..You gon touch the SKY!!!!

We back at home baby, Yeah
Sky high
Im, Im sky high (Repeats 4 times)

Sky Ungh Sky high
Im Im Sky high

Yeah keep it rolling ...Yeah!!
Ungh
Feels good to be home, baby(echoing)
Feels good to be Home(echoing)

Friday, March 30, 2007

WHAT A CAMP.

ma de.
this is gonna be a very very long, unpleasant post.
i got LOADS to unLOAD.
greviances to confide in.
unhappy stuff to vent out.
and more.

i hope not to include too much of eventual details. just the more significant ones... i really have NO MOOD to write a diary.

arrived at ard 7.30am with that bag i won from the smrt race thinggy.

the final briefing by calvin was supposed to be at 7.30am sharp. dragged on to 7.50am. wow. a bad start. we heard from them that the 1st camp ppl suffered under those camelot ppl. which was not nice at all. nonetheless they did a good job.

little did i realise that it was actually meant to be a REAL LEADERSHIP CAMP for us.

bad start really came. we ended up resettling our admin staff on the bus. wow. when it should be done even before we got on the bus.

reached the campsite at ard 9.15am. looked at the camp 1's worn faces. omg. we gonna suffer. they look tortured. ya.

the j1s have already come even before we can settle ourselves down. sian. still have loads of things yet to complete. and dwayne was like giving his intro alrd. somehow i still cannot hear what message is he trying to put across. he should enforce a stricter rule. make them see that this camp is not play play de. raj at the other side was doing quite fine. he can still put his message across firmly, but i dunno whether these ground rules alone is enough to drill the basic discipline in the whole camp...

i was in charge of 2 classes. but i look like i really zuo bo one. nyaa briefing i was like slacking while everyone was busy preparing for this and that. i was like... huh? what else i havnt do? and i dun seem to know much abt the activities here.

lunch. i really more zuo bo. everyone is busy catching up with their undone stuff and bonding with their group. and me? slacking at the canteen, waiting for further instrns. wow la. i was full of doubts then. 1 grp here, another grp there. what should be the most appropriate way? join this grp or the other? ok nvm. i slacked, watched other grps like dunno how long then is my lunch time.

i always liked kayaking. but somehow this time i feel like i dun have mush of that passion i used to have with me for this act. kayaked to ecp where we used to shower and feel damn cold after that during the sea ex last year. not that tough but sweeping is hard, having to get them to go on track and not drift off. not much of excitement after all. no encouragement de, all very passive, only care abt their own pairs.

so sad. kayaked until 5+ and we cleaned ourselves. and then 1st cock up. misconception of washing up. immediately after we all finished putting back the kayaks we allowed them to shower when they were supposed to meet with the other groups until everyone was present then we can disptch them, as stated by tommy chen. ya, and we cocked up, having to activate all ODAC ppl to chase them out of their bunks, toilets back to the parade sq.

this caused a delay in the rest of activities. summore we din expect the ppl to take up to 1 HOUR (wtf? 70+ ppl in a shower room, more than 10 showerheads, how the hell can they take up to 1 hour???) omg. such shows the slackiness of the j1s, and by the style they walk into thir bunks, dilly dally... stroll into the shower room, STYLING HAIR SOMEMORE... ma de, i was tulan liao...

the whole thing stretched to 8.45pm. left raj and jiang kiat with little time to practise campfire songs with the whole lot of them. but they did quite ok, able to at least agitate some of the j1s. at least got some "sounds" when needed. ya. but the whole schedule was pushed back, and back...

campfire preparation time. omg.

i led my 2 CGs to their respective areas for preparation. i was supposed to bond with them. and i failed terribly. TERRIBLY. gone case.

i din say much at the start. did a very stupid intro and then tried to give them a chance to be "spontaneous". omg. guess wad. the moment i finished my piece and wanted to sit down, a girl beside me shot me.
"eh, u odac leader leh, u dunno these kind of things de meh? u sure know quite a bit about the cheers and dances and skits wad, why so quiet? so shy, nothing to say, wa lau, this is not what a odac leader should be...." and she rambles on and on.
lol. i was... dumbfolded. sian diao. shoot me right in the face. i was thinking at that very moment onwards, "omg. look what happened. u are doing the very wrong thing when u do not have the right thing by ur side."

i just... can't open my mouth anymore. feel so embarrassed in front my the j1s. and i cant think of anything. blanked. their impression of me has... ya la, u noe. all cos i was not experienced at engaging the others, i caused myself so much inconvenience, unable to contribute to my group, unable to show my value of presence of my group, no respect for me... omg omg omg.

btw i saw yeo's cousin in my grp. haha.. so coincidental.

facilitation was... worse. all is too late, i failed to salvage anything. wow. they had started climbing over my heads liao. all began to tell me to stop and let them go. wtf. all not serious about facilitation. saw the other grps like soooo happy sharing their experiences for the day, my grp? all split up, gone to clear their own asses. lol.

debrief. from 12.30am stretch all the way until 3. long talk. the teachers are rather sianned abt us la, xinru abit tulan with us liao. 1 whole hr of debrief by xinru, containing points which we all missed out on.

"it all boils down to the typical tys answers. it is just whether we want to do it, make it happen or not."

good one. all along i was agreeing with xinru. about his discussion abt the points. somehow it seems to me like the ones i had in np. long, but doesnt make me feel sleepy.

and then we went on to our own briefing. we scanned through the details again, ensuring we know each and every part of the prog next day. we jotted down every detail we can find, we clarified every doubt we may have based on the experience on the 1st day. we tipped of each other on what to expect for the activities. and that takes 1 whole hour. wow.

went back to the bunk. i'm tired. but i cannot sleep. i wanted to close my eyes and then relax for just... 1 hr or so. but no. i hav to reflect on my doings. my actions. i need to improve on that or else i get more than hell for the next day. 1 hour. i had exactly 1 hour to reflect on every wrong thing i did since day 1. and i was in a really, really, really bad mood.

kent and raj volunteered for sentry for the whole night (in fact it was just 2 hours left for sentry, so doesnt matter) and i din sleep well. kept being woken up by my consciences, asking myself every time i opened my eyes, "did i miss out on something?"

only had 1 full hr to sleep. peacefully. and then i din get to sleep anymore for the day. wow.

and the next day began, on a bad note as well. raj started to sound like wanting to kill ppl alrd. and we are all having that tired look on our faces.

but everything went quite "ok la" all the way until 7.30am.

orienteering. with 0727A. wow. i started off as some guy to facilitate their gameplay. and slowly i began to dissolve myself into the group. helping them take photos la, cheering the ppl on la, even rushing to the checkpoint with the others. (u dun unerstand nvm. is for my own comprehension) and i spurred mr lee on. haha. and ran with him.

27A had this girl in their CG always say she cannot make it she cannot make it... keep saying she feel very de weak, cannot run anymore... come on, dun say u cannot make it, u have the energy to shout to those who spurred u on that u really cannot make it, why not use that energy to run instead. u dun look like those run-abit-den-cannot-already kind of ppl right.

and poor yeo's cousin. she cramped after the orbit run, and stitched until she cried for the nova run. haix. sorry yeo i din tc of her for u well =(

but. towards the end of the nova run. we all really cheering each other on. all very very tired. i can still see the teamwork, encouragement there. ya. 1st time i really feel i was running like darshnanth.

"6 minutes left!" and we all tried to chiong to the last checkpt which was some 600m away. whoohoo. 4 mins to reach there, all feeling very weak. but we still managed to spend only 4 mins to reach there and take a photo and then i took the cam. CHIONGED BACK. within 1 min 30s. wow. ultimate sia. joshua tan was waiting. "15 seconds left." omg. if everyone were to be like me we could have gotten the extra 20 bonus marks. so sad. only by a mere 55 seconds. but good job everyone. =)

tired. pain. dehydrated. isit tears or perspiration that is rolling down our cheeks?

nvm. we completed. yeah. 3 cheers to 27A!
hip hip hip hurray!

i was really dehydrated. i only had less than 200ml of h20 for the whole morning. at least before we were allowed to buy isotonic drinks at the stall nearby. wa. i could have died of thirst. or sucked dry by the sun.

this is the time i really feel that i am part of 0727A. haha. thanks.

we all went back for lunch. of course we were the last to come back. sea ppl are alrd there.

wet weather set in unexpectedly. caught all of us off guard. abit jerky, but it is still ok.

dragonboating for my grp. is yet another bonding session with 27A again. yup. i tried to unleash myself, stomping on the shallow water and kena scolded by the camelot ppl. lol.

anw. 1st time dragonboating. yes it doesnt look that hard to me. but i can still imagine the kind of difficulty when we are required to pedal fast. and i din noe the dragonboat can:
1) go so steady even when fast
2) contain so much water
3) contain so many ppl.

rafting was quite okay. but i still see some zuo bo ppl. waiting to be given instrns. yup. but the raft went quite ok, can seat 11 persons.

that's the end of all the acts.

and i caught 2 ppl, from raj's CG, illegal showering. lol. reported them to tommy. am i wrong? i feel so guilty doing that.

from the time the ppl are dispatched to dinner and shower everything was like a speed game for us. but still, everything was pushed back.

campfire was really fun. REALLY. esp with calvin and xinru as the emcees. they somehow showed the chemistry between them. though i noe they planned for this right at the beginning.

i finally know how to feed the campfire.

the major event was over. quite successful. the enthusiasm is there.

waited for lights out and we are on our way to the 2nd debrief.

...
...

it was much shorter. cos we are more organised. we know what to do and not be stunned. not as many screw ups as the previous day.

keyword here is "flexibility".

again, not sble to sleep, yesterday's symptoms haunted me again.
we were supposed to have sentry. what happened? lol....

3rd day. finally it's gonna end soon.

31As are complaining to me abt having to clear up places that others mess up. they claimed it was unfair to them.

"i don't care whether it is unfair to u personally or what. as long as you are in this camp, you are responsible for every usable item in this campsite, whether you have used it or not. no complains about others making life difficult for you. one for all, all for one. you have to shoulder other people's responsibilities as well. you say it was unfair. so what? can you get others to do it? no right? cos this is your duty. to clean up the mess. life is like that; if you are not used to having to cover up for some other people, then i think you are not really ready for the life ahead."

that's abt what i think. does anyone have any other comments about this?

big sweep. so many ppl zuo bo. i am confused again. a small area of 4M X 4M requires 40+ ppl to clean it? omg. sian la.

and the rest is all to us. toilets, teachers' rooms.

and finally. we are done. hurray.

some things i found out.

1) TYS answers: another way to exploit each possible answer practically
2) J1s are just noobs.
3) camelot ppl are very zhuai.
4) our J3s are very good mentors of us.
5) J1s have no discipline. too pampered. no sense of urgency.
6) Leadership camp. for J1s or us? i feel it is more for us la.
7) one can easily change inside the bunk without others noticing it.
8) Aixin is a man.
9) once a dog always a dog =)
10) 1st time is never smooth.
11) 1 person can man the whole canteen already.
12) our camp is rather decent, unlike the other one.
13) calvin was having fever at the 2nd day. yet he still appears like he is very ok. (i caught him wearing kayaking shirt resting in the bunk)
14) our team has made alot of improvement within 12 hours. (ya u noe where was the 12 hours)
15) not an enjoyable camp for us. (hello, it was supposed to be.)

person(s) i wanna praise?

1) dwayne for his careful planning of programmes over sleepless nights. his plans, if not disrupted, can be very successful.
2) winston for his initiative to take over the J1s when we were really busy
3) raj for his natural leadership skill to get the whole cohort to listen to him, and his initiative to help out with the meals I/Cs
4) jiang kiat for his backstage-handling that enables the programmes to be more organised
5) gary for his helpfulness and coordination of the team
6) nik for her high-ness shown throughout the camp; she din look upset or what, whereas the rest at least once showed our TULAN expressions.
7) aixin for manning the meals so well; it was the most difficult job.
8) kent for handling the meals and washing points with such confidence (which i nvr seen in him b4 during pw) and being able to communicate with the J1s well
9) sze wai for her urgent aid on wherever help is needed
10) gilregy for his enthusiasm shown on his CG and his alertness of almost-unspottable mistakes

that's abt what i think?

me?
ok la. i shall praise myself though i am really NOT IN THE MOOD now.
praise myself for... willing to reflect on myself and my willingness to change for the better?
lol.

ok i am damn tired now. had only 3 hrs of sleep thruout the camp. wow. 1/20 of my day for sleep on avg. hha.

now then i see.
u r really that strong.
u've convinced me.
i believe in u.
u can do it.
but then again...
u remind me
of my pri. school days.

I'mma Touch the Sky!
1:16 PM

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

camp.

today is not my day.

not in a good mood at all.
sorry to those whom i shown black face to.
feel damn sleepy. damn tired. damn sian. damn anti.
i dunwan to be online. though i am online.
i mean, i dunwan to appear online.
i dunwan someone to see me online.
i may just burst.

i dunno why. natural phenomenon?

i cant jus stop here.
camp is like just less than 12 hrs away.
and i am here emo-ing.
i should be trying to gear up my emotions for the "happy" occasion tmr.
and pack my stuff.
10+pm le, and i have not touched my bag yet.
wow.

looking forward to the camp?
yes.
and no.
stupid answer.

why do people say sorry?
can saying sorry just clear everything?
i dont think so.
but there is no other way to clear things up,
or reverse the whole mistake.
only thing to do is just learn from it lo.
learn from the mistake u made.
so we shall say thanks?

why do ppl just love to act emo here and be a happy person outside?
OR
why do ppl just love to emo here and act a happy person outside?
which category do u belong to?

nice chat with wc today.
crap until 9+pm.
wow.
until the gatekeeper chased us out. (with anger, violence standing by)

feeling abit nostalgic.
when i heard the graduation song.
so mixed feelings.
i miss my sec school days.
where i can just be a hyperbody
leaping around in excitement
of any things happening around me.

i guess i will like this song forever.
really.
cos so far this is the only song that touched my heart.

Graduation (Vitamin C)

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon and there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair And this is how it feels

1:
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever

La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever

i dunno how to survive the camp when i see u everyday.

I'mma Touch the Sky!
10:24 PM

Saturday, March 24, 2007

boring day?

...

guess so.

3 places i went today: bras basah complex, queensway, plaza sing.

i love "recceing" alone. it rocks. no need look at other ppl's black faces when u say i wan go this place i wan go that place. feeling of solitude.

bras basah nth much to say la. just go there look for the drum sticks. and i saw erhu, pipa, zhong ruan there also. sian, no sheng.

i saw this couple taking 61 with me. u noe, they left at the bus stop opp. river valley high. and of cos i took it further down to queensway. and then, at queensway i saw them again, walking inside the shopping centre as well. we banged onto each other 2 times inside. and while i was crossing the overhead bridge i saw them again. wow. 4 times leh, how more can it get coincidental? anw the girl's face reminds me of... someone... hah.

but. i almost cried. when i took my 1st step of my life into queensway shopping ctr. i should have looked for my shoes inside here man. i saw some shoes, which are sold at $100+++ at some shopping centre in the north, being sold for like $70 here. wow. i almost cried. i could have saved much more for my parents de... and for myself... but... haix...

and i saw my own shoe in the racks of 1 shop. 1 shop only. but i dunno the price, cos the price tag was not pasted. if i were to noe the price, i MIGHT NOT be here blogging now.

today was such a hot day. perspiring like mad. air con bus failed to cool me down.

took 14 down to plaza sing. ready for tc4. but b4 that went to see some cheerleading comp. i can tell u this is the 1st time i was watching a real cheerleading performance. thats y; the 1st team that i watched cock up the whole thing, but i feel that rigour, the morale, the enthusiasm of the whole lot; audiences sound like the one i hear at dance floor. emcee also. woo. i like that. it's too special a feeling i cant describe.

ya.. that's 1 team. i forgot the name alrd... but this team quite good. ya. (sry if u cant see properly)

IJ cheerleading in as well. yup. went there to see how they perform. after which chionged to arcade (the one at 7th floor) to meet olk; he also watching the competition. lol.

anyway we tried our hands on that tc4 machine which i boasted to him about. and true enough, we broke our records:

Me: S1A3 2300160 OLK total score: 5986160.

yeah. and olk was telling wc that it proved that the cwp's machine is faulty. haha.

nth much to do for the day... when time was 6+pm. went back to J8 to meet wil and cw and suwen. it seems we are scaring her off; not long after we reach there she told wilson "i really need to go le, bb."

lunch and dinner: mac. thanks.

ok off i go to settle all my ODAC stuff liao... bb

5 things i have in mind while alone: (not in order of merit)

1) 2703

2) blacknight

3) 0622

4) the song i got from nik; graduation

5) you.

I'mma Touch the Sky!
9:32 PM

Friday, March 23, 2007

SORRY!

SORRY!!

SORRY!!!!

if u can take it in such good stride,
why can't i?

I'mma Touch the Sky!
9:50 PM

Thursday, March 22, 2007

outingS

is today meant to be a day of coincidence?

lol. supposed to reach orchard cineleisure to meet up with sheng jie and shawn by 11.30am. and as i was getting off somerset mrt stn, saw rochester. haha.

and as the 3 of us were POOLING at the 8th floor, rochester was there too. and i saw youying and wei jean. haha. so coincidental.

anw, i can say we are pool noobs. haha. always miss the cue. and today is lucky day for sheng jie; i cannot imagine using physics or chem or wad how the hell he get the ball in from such awkward positions; his stunts... ball flying over just to go inside the hole, ball deflected like dunno how many times just to find its way to the drop point... shawn and i were like exclaiming at his tyconess.

shawn met his sec sch friends there. haha.

we intended to watch mr bean's holiday. it was so early. and we bought the 2.35pm show.

and at this point of time (12nn) why are there so so many ppl in uniform coming over to cine? SA, AC, NY, HCI, even raffles. and we were joking abt they coming cineleisure to mug. lol.

had burger king for lunch. opposite me was a grp of teenagers talking abt dota. lol. i observe that ppl dun tend to use PROPER speaking language for such stuff. ya. that applies to me.

(do they know what "ultimate", "wind walk", "crystal maiden", "alchemist", "desolator" etc etc mean in chinese?

lol. i know i have no right to say such things, but how i wish people can use PROPER LANGUAGE to state such terms. hah. *just a random thought*

and again. i saw the 0626s at basement 1. zhifeng just walked past me and i was like S-T-A-R-I-N-G him. and he din see. wow. only at the arcade area when the whole lot of them spotted me. wow. that includes jianhua. haha. long time no see buddy. =D

time for mr bean. nice show! so funny. but 1 thing i was wondering; why the hell did bean chase after the stupid 2-pound ticket for like MILES and MILES away when he has like scores of pounds in his pocket? lol. anw still a nice show, had a good laugh at it. haha.

after that went around walk walk look see look see. nth much la. just to waste time there.

dwayne, FLOYER.

reached harbourfront at 5.25pm. expected. only the expected. the surprising thing is, spencer is coming. haha. all of us were like shocked.

sakae sushi. we were like.. huh? come all the way here just for sakae, might as well go causeway pt for sakae? ... anw still went there for a "hearty" dinner.

spammed up to $60 just for me gg dwayne and spencer. wow. big hole in my pocket.

marin went off early, halfway through the sakae thing.

the rest of us went to plaza sing for arcade... and spencer did a nice nice thing inside:

can't see properly? below provides u with a closer look:

and pls look at this:

yeah. the story is, spencer was wearing yiling's shoe and yiling was wearing his. haha.

PLAZA SING! arcade. yup. 3 months nvr daytona liao. lucky still can make it. haha.

TC4! woohoo. screw up. but nice score for me... 2.2M leh. must ask olk come also. haha.

and saw johnathan lau. lol. nvr get the chance to say hi to him. he was too busy with his friends. haha. so sad.

spencer and i wanted to go for pool, and the rest went home. only to find it CLOSED. woo.

and i am stupid enough to suggest taking 167 back to sembawang and ask him take 962 from there. god.

and then, expected, saw aixin with her friend at sembawang mrt stn. haha.

so many coincidences today. wow. and a tiring day at that. argh.

nice being outside whole day.

I'mma Touch the Sky!
11:15 PM

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

blobk test.

wow. to think we are alrd doing block tests. wonder how fast it would be for us to go take the a lvl papers?

anyway. updating on the progress of our block test.

so far. gp, econs, maths, chem are killer for me.
hah.

maths? qn 1, 2, 4, 5, 6, 7, 9, 13, 14, 15 all dunno how to do. yup. just skim through.
gp i shallnt say any further.
econs. 10 mark qn i think i getting 0. case study i dun even know what i was scribbling.
chem. i thought i may have a chance, but fate chose the better for himself. gone case. blank, blank, blank.

left physics. let's standardise; screw up also, and i will be failing all subjects. woohoo.

WELCOME TO IJ, wee choon! lol. nice right?
crapped with him from 5 to 7. lol. left me with less than 1 hr to study for block test. lalala...

looking forward. TC4 tmr! lol.

u need not help me.
u need not make me feel better.
i sort of 习惯 to this kind of life le.
先顾好你自己吧。

I'mma Touch the Sky!
8:44 PM

Friday, March 16, 2007

emo day.

as normal...yst chem remedial... finally zalinah went throught nitrogen compounds... and i got to understand that chapter abit more le. if only zalinah can go throught liddat for all organic chapters... i cfm will pass organic chem de lo.

1r2 the class pon the chem tutorial. needless to say, is the usual people. haha. almost those who were present went to lunch at cwp. lol. no pt saying that.

as i looked out of the food mall i saw my flat. wa. i really like this feeling of being able to see my home from afar.

reluctantly dragged back to school for sleeping. just to wait for the class jackets, only to realise that the person forgot about our order. wow la. lucky i got yeo to contact him early. or we would be like waiting until 5pm also dunno wad happened.

stalked some of the blogs. nice spamming on ur tagboard, aixin.

...

then went down to vivo. looks more complete than the last time i went there. just... window shopping.

and i spent like 30 mins inside this pet shop at the 3rd floor, admiring the beauty of those furry, cute dogs. does that ring a bell to you dwayne?

so cute right?

this is the best.. so cute la. and the moment i look at this i think of dwayne.

continued to walk around vivo. to calm myself down. whew.

and 963 takes 1 full hour to travel from harbourfront to clementi to bt panjang to woodlands. wow.

...

..

do you remember what you are doing...
1 minute ago?
2 minutes ago?
1 hour ago?
12 hours ago?
24 hours ago?
48 hours ago?
72 hours ago?
96 hours ago?
1 week ago?
a fortnight ago?
1 month ago?
a year ago?
or even...
5 years, 10 years ago?

...
how are you feeling....
1 minute ago?
2 minutes ago?
1 hour ago?
12 hours ago?
24 hours ago?
48 hours ago?
72 hours ago?
96 hours ago?
1 week ago?
a fortnight ago?
1 month ago?
a year ago?
or even...
5 years, 10 years ago?

are u looking forward to anything
1 minute later?
1 hour later?
12 hours later?
24 hours later?
1 week later?
1 year later?
5, 10 years down the road?
...

please appreciate what you have been given.
please do not complain.
look forward to the future,
good or bad.
then you wun die with regrets.

I'mma Touch the Sky!
6:15 PM

Sunday, March 11, 2007

BMW

bus. mrt. walk. challenge 2007. same for X-physique at some orchard place... lol. good luck!

met up with weixiang, junxian, lixian and weeyong at woodlands mrt @ 7.35am. wow that's early. only to realise when we got there that the thing only starts at 10am. THANKS alot. robbed me 2 hrs of my sleep.

anw, republic poly is so so new. and so big. and so nice. it doesn't look like a poly at all. it looks more like some shopping centre... and a large one at that. got 7-11, with high-end tables & chairs for dining. omg.

CLARENCE was there. so is XINYU and the J3 pe tchr. and our school's top scorer is there also.

the concourse is air-conditioned. nice. rather big. enough to hold some kind of seminar. lol.

managed to catch abit of sleep while waiting 1 hr for the race to start. while the other 4 messed around with my hp. AND1! lol.

ard 10, the short puff from the "horn" (probably due to accident) and the whole lot ran off. at 1st thought, we were thinking, that they must be nuts, run so fast for wad? and true enough we were the last team to reach the mrt stn (in fact the last team at the 1st leg) only to see almost the whole cohort of teams down there stupidly waiting for the mrt. wow la.

1st checkpt: turf club. haha. weixiang got all the answers jotted down in his phone. too bad we came a bit late due to our WALKING and STROLLING. haha. spent 1r2 an hour slacking there. lol. and nice jokes there... calling all those names like some bastard names...

2nd checkpt: BPP. ok that's fine with us, very 顺路. at 1st so happy. happiness came to nought when we just sped like electrons inside the whole damn building just to find the station ICs when they were outside. and for that i even act jackie chan, jumping over fences. lol. but lucky the checkpoint is easy. 9 words to settle 20 marks. haha.

3rd checkpt: IMM lvl 4. as we ran past the roads. wow. i finally felt the thrill of almost having cars to run over us. so 刺激 la! weixiang even ran in front of a speeding car trying to brake, and he tried to stop the car by pressing onto the car front, and then ran past leaving the shocked driver wondering what the fuck was he doing. lol. anw IMM was a disaster; a spark to a unextinguishable forest fire, i guess. but the task there is quite interesting... having to read lips. lixian even had the thought of just kissing the station ic; cos a bit fed up la. lol.

and the bad thing came. IMM has 2 tasks: A or B. if we done A we cannot do B, vice versa. and we were supposed to do A. but somehow we were just told to go up and do B. weird. we din noe that we are not allowed to do both tasks. and at B, our clue given was woodlands regional lib, which was supposed to be a total advantage for us. but we still went back to a to verify. ended up having the checkpoint decided by the A station ic. guess wad? BUKIT TIMAH HILL. NICE CLUE. THANKS HOR.

so here comes the 4th checkpt: BUKIT TIMAH HILL. worse still. waiting time due to the COCK UP: 1 hour. DOUBLE THANKS. lazy to run le, go take 66 to bukit timah nature reserve. almost took a wrong route and got lost >.< lucky some kind souls from other teams told us the way to the station ics. and the task there is only taking us no more than 5 mins to complete. lol.

but, when we received the next checkpt. we were thinking, ok that's it. it's the end. HOLLAND V. i nvr really gone there to explore b4. nor did the rest. we dun even noe exactly where it is. thanks. and we just have to trial and error the way there.

so.. 5th checkpt: holland V. we dun exactly know which bus to take. and as our bus passed through some bus stop i spotted a team boarding bus 106. hmm. weird. why they taking that bus? and a while later when that bus just stopped right behind us (we were right at the back of the bus so we can see the routes didplayed on the lcd display of that smrt bus) and saw "holland rd". no wonder. i alerted them and we all jsut chionged down to board that bus. haha. so funny. lucky we spotted just the right bus.

and... more interesting things coming up. we overshot. same as the other team which were on the same bus as us. lol and we RAN back to the stop we overshot. in how sweat we were looking for the station ics. took long to find them slacking outside the hawker centre located at some dunno wad road.

task was rather easy, though. same thing, in less than 5 mins. haha. we chiong more for the points rather than racing against time.

6th checkpoint: chong pang cc. ok. forget it. we discussed on the bus and we decided, bypass the rest of the stations. ran back to republic. lol. while we still have what we thought just now as the trump card: woodlands regional library clue which we got at IMM. so sad we cant even play trump card now =((

but nvm, long trip back but we never lost any points. haha. lucky lucky! =D 3.14pm we reached back. whew. seconds later and we will just lose 10 pts for nothing.

argh... spam mac's drinks provided for us when we completed. rested.

guess wad. saw jing kang UNEXPECTEDLY at the air con room as well. he complained to me abt losing the 1st place just because the station ic gave him the WRONG WRONG clue. wow la. but his team got 8th place despite all that nonsense...quite good wad.

we got 25th. remarkable, for the slackest team. still can thrash other teams. ahha. we got some luggage-looking bags as our "consolation" prize. haha. i wan the tents!

this marks the end of the BMW 2007. lol. shouldnt have worn jeans la... same for weixiang and weeyong...

some things i found out from the race:

1) cheating is allowed
2) in such a race, nobody cares if u manage to complete that station. just get the chop and then change the marks urself.
3) there is no way u can get cuts.
4) it is really up to ur good luck if u wanna win the race. based on chaos theory.
5) get rdy to sweat just like any other race. dun think is bus & mrt u dunnid to sweat it out.
6) waiting time sure sucks.
7) this kind of amazing race is rather hard to maintain the rules.
8) just get ur ass speeding.
9) it is alot like the amazing race i had in sec 2. sec 2 one is more interesting and larger scale than this.
10) the tasks are stupid, but cute.
11) some station ics are just that S-E-D-U-C-I-N-G. 他妈的。
12) 1 wrong clue may just land u in an abyss of 永不超身ness.
13) i spammed $7 on mrt and bus trips on this game ALONE.
14) nice experience. hope to have it again, probably next year!

...

went to meet olk and wc at woodlands mrt stn. expected, they were late. should have asked them to come by 4.30 so they will just nice be at the stn when i reach there...

its more like going down to suntec walk walk look see look see den go sim lim and do the same thing la. thought of going either X-zone at dhoby ghaut to pia TC4 de... but due to time constraint... hadda go back to causeway pt for that...

omg while having dinner. ma de so suay. ice kachang fell onto my pants! and on the table! the whole bown just toppled over. what the... why am i so suay? haix... hard time cleaning up.. lucky my jeans alrd quite dirty le, this "bit" of dirt doesnt matter... and thanks olk for letting me have half of urs! =D

i almost drooled on my nap back to woodlands via 960. bleah.

sadded :( timezone causeway pt closes at 10pm. and we reached at 9.55pm. nice one. nvm i tired anw, so play or not play also doesnt matter.

tired. no mood. but i admit is a rather fun day =D

X physique results.

winston;s team got 1st.
3rd is dwayne's team.
heard gary's team like... got lost?
1hr+ le and they still missing...

ok nvm at least they finally reached back IN ONE PIECE.
grats anw to their efforts in bringing up innova's name.
and thanks cjc for that CHANCE. lol.

Loner.

in a more abstract term.

it will mean,
a person with no confidants.
nothing. zero.
u just keep every thought to yourself.
u know it. IT.
but no one else knows.
that's what i mean.

dun understand nvm. is just too abstract. cant explain.
read between the lines and u may just get the idea.

I'mma Touch the Sky!
10:42 PM

Friday, March 09, 2007

GP block test.

as usual, short day... it is always like every friday no mood for study de.

today woodgrove pri (did i get it correct?) sports day in iJC. loll. so fun to see them run la. reminds me of my pri school days... and spencer was talking abt darshnanth who can just finish 2.4km before the kids can even finish their 400m... lol.

upper pri girls 200m!

at the track, woordgrove pri.

after school. spencer went home 1st. 2 more hrs to GP block test. and again the same clique decided to go party at his house. lol. so fun.

spencer was punk'd. when he was abt to sleep. lol. so funny.

of course we went inside to PARTY...

haha his living rm.

went his bedroom and caught his porn video. haha. so lame.
joey and spencer were playing playing winning-eleven and the rest are dunno doing wad... maybe slacking. JY was stalking some of spencer's msn contacts. hah.

and a while later gone for gp...

guess wad? my pen no ink. wtf. i cant write anything. even if i got the time. but all was spent trying to shake the damn ink out of its TUBE... in the end cant finish. thanks, my dear PEN. fail for sure.

went to long john with jy joey and spencer. ok that's crap. nth much to say.

den i went alone to bishan to look for my sweets. to no avail. booo. where else can i get that sweet? tell me!!!

and... most surprising is that i saw jj and amanda at bishan. hah. enough of going to the west lest shou ren catch u all again huh? den u think go south nobody can catch u ar? lol. u forgot abt me.

ok nothing else to say... so sianed.

while i was slacking for the whole of yst, i thought of something.

the topic of loner.

loner friends, friends of loners.
whatever.

loner: a person who is often alone or who prefers to be alone, rather than with other people.

based on this ALONE, i think nobody is a true loner liao... cos all of us cannot fully satisfy this criterion of PREFERS TO BE ALONE.

haix. what's the use of calling yourself loner when you are not one?
that's right. you are forcing yourself to be a loner. but, is that necessary?
why u all want to be loners?

isnt that ironic that loners have friends of loners? when they by right should not have any? worse still they still consider their loner friends as "true" friends. den you all still call yourselves loner? OMG.

lol. strange. i know loner sounds cool. but does that mean everyone have the qualification to be one? haix. that includes you.

but i wan to be one =D
cos i almost fulfilled the criterion fully. wahha. too bad i have a few very good friends... if not i am really a true loner liao.. haha.

i dunno if u still get me.
i shall say again,
dun follow in my footsteps;
u will suffer.

I'mma Touch the Sky!
7:50 PM

Monday, March 05, 2007

mood graph.

this is my mood graph, of lvl of activity vs mood. haha. what about yours?

anyway, i have been thinking of alot of things on my way to school and back home.

haix. so much that i have forgotten already.

never mind. at least i have thought about matured topics before.

haha.

if i were not to play around with my dear precious choices...
i would be in NY now...
and the 3 of us could be back together again...

there would be no happiness if it were to be a forced relationship.
let nature take its course please.

I'mma Touch the Sky!
9:44 PM

Friday, March 02, 2007

A lvl results out!

today is a so happening yet not so happening day.

ok i guess for today dunno whether isit cos of excitement or sianness that i only managed to run 4 rounds today. wow. it kinda sucks. but glad that i made the 10km mark for the week =D

raj and dwayne, try harder. both of you can do it!

lessons still very boring. haix. cos no mood today sia. a lvl results out. now i noe alvin ng has such remarkable achievements. wow. eye opener for me.

guess wad? it's kind of dissappointing. haix. and tan peck ha dare to shoot us using her NJ times. wow la.

current j2s getting H1 MT today. not bad for 12e, u all did quite a good job. tamil gg and lolita got A, chinese de all B, except for yee ching who most prob got A...

GC was so so surprised, happy or dunno wad that she cried. WOW. tears flowing out la, her crying expression... that's one of the happiest cry i ever seen.... feel so happy for her la.

and on the other hand, raj got S and he seems to be laughing over it. please. i can already sense that want-to-cry feeling in you alrd, you are just using laughter to cover up your sorrows...

after all that joy laughter and sorrow, carrer fair. omg. it seems no purpose de. more like the school is trying to kidnap us to suntec and then throw us there to die.

luckily most of us are clever; make use of the "isolation" to organise class outing @ suntec, class dinners forming up on almost every restaurant...

(nice one, joey. so funny.)

class dinner @ nydc! lol....